My alter ego

2011-05-18T18:49:00.002+05:00

Today I don't feel like doing anything.
I just wanna lay in my bed.
Don't feel like picking up my phone
So leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

I'm gonna kick my feet up
Then stare at the fan
Turn the TV on, throw my hand down my pants
Nobody's gonna tell me I can't

I'll be lounging on the couch,
Just chillin' in my snuggie
Click to MTV, so they can teach me how to dougie
'Cause in my castle I'm the freaking man

Tomorrow I'll wake up, do some P90X
Meet a really nice girl, have some really nice sex
And she's gonna scream out: 'This is Great'
(Oh my god, this is great)

I might mess around, get my college degree
I bet my old man will be so proud of me
But sorry pops, you'll just have to wait

No, I ain't gonna comb my hair
'Cause I ain't going anywhere
I'll just strut in my birthday suit
And let everything hang loose

2010-03-27T13:33:00.001+05:00

Kash Hum Tum Bhi Ajnabi Hote
Jis Tarah Or Log Hote Hain

Be-Taaruf Se
La-Taaluq Se

Na Tasaadum Na Bandishain Hoti
Dil Main Chahat Na Khwahishain Hoti

Na Wafaon Ke Silsile Hote
Na Mohabbat Ke Fasle Hote

Phir Na Hoti Shikayatain Tum Se
Youn Na Milti Aziatain Tum Se

Be-Qarari Na Be-Kali Hoti
Youn Shikista Na Zindagi Hoti

Choor Hota Na Aina Dil Ka
Koi Lamha Na Hota Mushkil Ka

Hum Na Milte Teri Nigaon Se
Na Youn Do Char Hote Aahon Se

Kar Ke Tujh Se Wafa Mila Kya Hai?
Too Ne Ghum K Siwa Dia Kya Hai?

Mujh Ko Un Lamhon Ki Yaad Jo Ayee Hai
Mar Dala Teri Judayee Nai

2010-03-25T20:29:00.002+05:00

i carry your heart with me
i carry it in my heart
i am never without it
anywhere i go, you go my dear
and whatever is done by only me
is your doing, my darling

i fear no fate
for you are my fate, my sweet
i want no world
for beautiful you are my world, my true
and it's you whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky
of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope
or mind can hide
this is the wonder
that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart
i carry it in my heart

2009-11-24T03:38:00.002+05:00

You can be an asshole of the grandest kind
You can withhold like it's going out of style
You can be the moodiest baby and I've never met anyone
who is as negative as you are sometimes

You are the wisest woman I've ever met.
You are the kindest soul with whom I've connected.
You have the bravest heart that I've ever seen
And I've never met anyone
Who's as positive as you are sometimes.

I see everything, I see every part
I see all your light and I love your dark
I dig everything of which you're ashamed
There's not anything to which I can't relate
And I'm still here

You blame everyone else, not your own partaking
Your passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
You're terrified and mistrusting
And I've never met anyone as,
As closed down as you are sometimes.

I see everything, I see every part
I see all your light and I love your dark
I dig everything of which you're ashamed
There's not anything to which I can't relate
And I'm still here

What you resist, persists, and speaks louder than you know
What you resist, I love, no matter how low or high you go

You're the funniest woman that I've ever known.
You're the dullest woman that I've ever known.
You're the most gorgeous woman that I've ever known
And I've never met anyone as, as everything as you are sometimes.

2009-07-14T17:07:00.002+06:00

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
you're not here with me
You never said goodbye
someone tell me why
Did you have to go
and leave my world so cold?

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
for I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
and hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
then forever can begin

2009-03-05T07:28:00.002+05:00

I used to rule the world. Seas would rise when I gave the word. Now in the morning I sleep alone. Sweep the streets I used to own. I used to roll the dice. Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes. Listen as the crowd would sing, "Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key. Next the walls were closed on me. And I discovered that my castles stand upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand.

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing. Roman Cavalry choirs are singing. Be my mirror, my sword and shield. My missionaries in a foreign field. For some reason I can't explain. Once you go there was never... never an honest word. And that was when I ruled the world.

It was the wicked and wild wind. Blew down the doors to let me in. Shattered windows and the sound of drums. People couldn't believe what I'd become.

Revolutionaries wait... for my head on a silver plate. Just a puppet on a lonely string. Oh who would ever want to be king!

2009-02-28T16:26:00.000+05:00

now that shes back in the atmosphere with drops of Jupiter in her hair, she acts like summer and walks like rain, reminds me that there a time to change. Since the return from her stay on the moon she listens like spring and talks like June.

So tell me, did u sail across the sun? Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded, and haven is overrated? Tell me, did u fall for a shooting star, one without a permanent scar? And there you missed me while you were looking for yourself out there?

now that she is back from that soul vacation tracing her way through the constellation, she checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo reminds me that there is a room to grow. Now that she is back in the atmosphere I'm afraid that she might think of me as "plain ol' jane told a story about man who was too afraid to fly so he never did land"

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet? Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day, and head back to the milky way? Tell me, did Venus blow your mind? Was it everything you wanted to find? And girl did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep friend chicken, your best friend always sticking out for you, even when I know you are wrong? Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance, five-hour phone conversation, the best soy latte that you ever had, and me?

2009-02-03T18:50:00.000+05:00

If you're havin' girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

I got the rap patrol on the gat patrol
Foes that wanna make sure my casket's closed
Rap critics they say he's "Money Cash Hoes"
I'm from the hood stupid, what type of facts are those
If you grew up with holes in ya zapatos
You'd be celebrating the minute you was havin' dough
I'm like fuck critics you can kiss my whole asshole
If you don't like my lyrics you can press fast forward
I got beef with radio if i don't play they show
They don't play my hits i don't give a shit SO
Rap mags try and use my black ass
So advertisers can give 'em more cash for ads, fuckers
I don't know what you take me as,
Or understand the intelligence that Jay-Z has
I'm from rags to ritches niggas I ain't dumb
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

The year's '94 and my trunk is raw
In my rear view mirror is the mother fuckin' law
I got two choices y'all pull over the car or (hmmm)
Bounce on the double put the pedal to the floor
Now I ain't tryin' to see no highway chase with Jay.
Plus i got a few dollars i can fight the case
So I...pull over to the side of the road
I heard "Son do you know why I'm stoppin' you for?"
Cause I'm young and I'm black and my hats real low?
Do I look like a mind reader sir, I don't know
Am I under arrest or should I guess some mo'?
"Well you was doin fifty-five in a fifty-fo' "
"Liscense and registration and step out of the car"
"Are you carryin' a weapon on you I know a lot of you are"
I ain't steppin out of shit all my paper's legit
"Well, do you mind if I look round the car a little bit?"
Well my glove compartment is locked so are the trunk in the back
And I know my rights so you gon' need a warrant for that
"Aren't you sharp as a tack, you some type of lawyer or something'?"
"Or somebody important or somethin'?"
Nah, I ain't pass the bar but i know a little bit
Enough that you won't illegally search my shit
"We'll see how smart you are when the K9 come"
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

Now once upon a time not too long ago
A nigga like myself had to strong arm a hoe
This is not a hoe in the sense of havin a pussy
But a pussy havin no God Damn sense, try and push me
I tried to ignore him and talk to the Lord
Pray for him, cause some fools just love to perform
You know the type loud as a motor bike
But wouldn't bust a grape in a fruit fight
The only thing that's gonna happen is I'ma get to clappin
He and his boys gon be yappin to the captain
And there I go trapped in the kit kat again
Back through the system with the riff raff again
Fiends on the floor scratchin again
Paparatzi's with they cameras snappin them
D.A. tried to give the nigga shaft again
Half-a-mil for bail cause I'm African
All because this fool was harrasin' them
Tryin to play the boy like hes saccarin
But ain't nothin sweet 'bout how I hold my gun
I got 99 problems being a bitch ain't one.

2008-05-18T19:26:00.000+05:00

dard main bheegay lab muskara jaatay hain
beetay lamhay humain jub bhi yaad aatay hain

chand lamhaat kay wastay hi sahi
muskara ker mili thi mujhay zindagi
teri aaghosh main din they meray katay
teri baanhon thi meri ratain kati

aaj bhi jub woh pal mujh ko yaad aatay hain
dil say saaray ghamon ko bhula jaatay hain

meray kandahay pay sir ko jhukana tera
meeray seenay main khud ko chupana tera
aakay meri panahon main shaam o sahar
kaanch ki tarah woh toot jana tera

aaj bhi jub woh manzar nazar aatay hain
dil ki weeranion ko mita jatay hain

2008-01-29T12:09:00.000+05:00

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

2007-06-19T11:20:00.000+05:00

If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protege and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
I've more than honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh I don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

2007-05-17T18:08:00.000+05:00

There are children standing here.
Arms outstretched into the sky.
Tears drying on their face.
He has been here.

Brothers lie in shallow graves.
Fathers lost without a trace.
A nation blind to their disgrace,
Since he's been here.

And I see
no bravery,
No bravery,
in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

Houses burnt beyond repair.
The smell of death is in the air.
A woman weeping in despair says,
He has been here.

Tracer lighting up the sky.
It's another families' turn to die.
A child afraid to even cry out says,
He has been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

There are children standing here,
Arms outstretched into the sky,
But no one asks the question why,
He has been here.

Old men kneel and accept their fate.
Wives and daughters cut and raped.
A generation drenched in hate.
Yes, he has been here.

2007-03-15T15:12:00.000+05:00

We were out on a date
in my daddy's car
we hadn't driven very far.
there in the road
straight ahead,
a car was stalled,
the engine was dead.

I couldnt stop,
so I swerved to the right.
I'll never forget
the sound that night.
the screamin' tires,
the bustin' glass,
the painful scream
that I heard last.

When I woke up
the rain was pourin' down.
There were people
standin' all around.
Something warm flowing
through my eyes,
but somehow I found
my baby that night.
I lifted her head,
she looked at me
and said,
hold me darling,
just a little while.
I held her close,
I kissed her our last kiss.
I found the love
that I knew I had missed.

Well now she's gone.
even though I hold her tight.
I lost my love,
my life,
that night.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
the lord took her away from me.
She's gone to heaven,
so I've got to be good.
so I can see my baby
when I leave this world.

2006-12-05T23:28:00.000+05:00

I just remembered that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
and rode down
aisle 5
you looked behind you smile back at me
crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked us
if we could leave...

can't remember...
what went wrong last September
though i'm sure you'd remind me
if you had to

Our love was
comfortable and
so broken in

I sleep with this new girl i'm still getting used to
my friends all approve
say 'shes gonna be good for you'
they throw me
high fives

She says the bible is all that she reads
and prefers that I not use profanity
your mouth was
so dirty

Life of the party
and she swears that she's artsy
but you could distinguish
Miles from Coltrane

Our love was
comfortable and
so broken in

she's perfect
so flawless
or so they say

She thinks I can't see the smile that shes faking
and poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
grey sweat pants
no makeup
so perfect

Our love was
comfortable and
so broken in

she's perfect
so flawless
I'm not impressed

I want you back

2006-12-05T05:22:00.000+05:00

saye main us kay barson ka jaga
main so jaon
us ki sajti sanwarti dhanak main
main ghar banaon
apnay ghar main kayi chaand taray utaaron sajaon
khushbuon say bharay raston main kho jaon

rung us kay baarish main dhul kay hain khiltay
aur nikhartay
roop us kay zameenon kay chehron say miltay
aur damaktay
us kay andaaz jaisay hain mosam
aatay jaatay
us kay sub rung hanstay hanstay
jagmagaatay

2006-12-01T17:22:00.000+05:00

kehtay hain keh shadi ki bunyaad sirif bay-inteha muhubbat honi chahiye, aur kuch nahin... kyonkeh agar bunyad ghalat ho to rishtay toot jatay hain...

2006-11-23T23:06:00.000+05:00

The best part of my day is when I talk to her. Just hearing her sweet voice brightens up my day.

When she's upset, my world turns upside down. I loose the ability to think straight. It drives me crazy when she is behaving all cranky. I try really hard not to say anything bad, not to do anything to hurt her. I know I am not very good at it.

When I am close to her, that's heaven for me. I don't want anything else in the world when I am with her. That's when I wish I could stop the time. I know I tend to get out of control. I know I am not supposed to cross my boundaries. But the temptations are too strong. I just want to break all rules, go beyond all the limits, as if nothing is forbidden, there is no taboo. I just want to love her, and give her all that I have. And make her feel like a woman, though she might not be ready for that just as yet.

She, the meaning of my life, the source of my inspirations, when she says she loves me, my heart skips a beat. And then my heart starts beating really fast. I feel like the luckiest person in this whole wide world. I feel like climbing on top of a mountain and yelling, "Look, everyone, the most beautiful girl in this world loves me, she LOVES me, she loves ME!"

She is the best thing ever happened to me. Even if she makes me cry at times, I could spend a lifetime just resting on her lap, letting her caress my hair. And that's how I want my life to end, in her arms, without any worries, any care. And last thing I want to hear before dying is that she loves me.

Yes, I am crazy about her. I realized that long ago. And I have no regrets.

2006-11-16T23:14:00.000+05:00

samay yunhi chalta hay
sama yun badalta hay
chupa chupa rehta hay meri yaadon main koi
din kay saray pehron main
shaam ki udaasi main
raat kay andheron main yaad aata hay koi

jhuki jhuki aankhon main
ruki ruki saanson main
kaisay jaanoon yaar piyar kay kaisay kaisay rang raag hain

lagta hay keh jaisay
koi aas hay koi pass hay
saya hay usi ka
ya keh mera hi ehsaas hay
dil kehta hay woh jo bhi hay
meri ankhon main ab aa basay
ab dil say milay us dil ki lay
aur sur say us ka sur milay

chahta hoon poochon
keh tu kon hay kia naam hay
khwabon main jo aati hay
mujh say tera kia kaam hay
teri aankon main jo raaz hain
meray dil nay us ko paa liya
tery honton pay nahin kyon aaya
woh geet jo main nay ga liya

2006-11-13T12:01:00.000+05:00

Someday,
when I'm awfully low,
when the world is cold,
I would feel a glow just thinking of you...
and the way you look tonight...

Yes, you're lovely,
with your smile so warm,
And your cheeks so soft,
there is nothing for me,
but to love you!
And the way you look tonight...

With each word,
your tenderness grows,
tearing my fear apart.
And that laugh,
that wrinkles your nose,
touches my foolish heart.

Lovely...
never, ever change!
Keep that breathless charm...
Won't you please arrange it?
'cause I love you!

just the way you look tonight...

2006-11-08T17:29:00.000+05:00

I am a man of constant sorrow.
I've seen trouble all my day.
I bid farewell to old Kentucky.
The place where I was born and raised.

For six long years I've been in trouble.
No pleasures here on earth I found.
For in this world I'm bound to ramble.
I have no friends to help me now.

It's fare thee well my old lover.
I never expect to see you again.
For I'm bound to ride that northern railroad.
Perhaps I'll die upon this train.

You can bury me in some deep valley.
For many years where I may lay.
Then you may learn to love another.
While I am sleeping in my grave.

Maybe your friends think I'm just a stranger.
My face you'll never see no more.
But there is one promise that is given.
I'll meet you on God's golden shore.

2006-11-02T03:20:00.000+05:00

qareeb aao keh duri sahi jaaye nahin ab aur
piyas yun dil main jaga kar duur jao nahin ab aur

yeh jaantay hi nahin hum
keh hum say roothay ho kyon
badal na jaye kahin mosam
rahain badlo na yun
yunhi chahoon ga hamesha tumhain
tumhari qasam

meray honton pay tera naam hay
sada kay liye
meri ankhon main intezar hay
tumhaaray liye
basa liya hay tumhain dil main
dharkano ki tarah

2006-11-01T12:22:00.000+05:00

She smiles up at you from within your embrace,
sometimes she's wild, and you know her grace,
you see the bright light shining up from her face,
Bask in the warmth of a woman.

You know she is shy, she looks at the ground,
you feel her heart shake, in your arms that surround,
you know that to you with love she is bound.
Win the warmth of a woman.

She always has a teasing glint in her eyes,
always she will have for you a surprise,
she'll never do things in the same way twice.
Wonder at the warmth of a woman.

She has the round flesh of your mother's charms,
with her you feel safe as in your mother's arms,
she'll always be here, never do you harm.
Safe in the warmth of a woman.

Her beauty is radiant, it lightens the place,
you dream of her body, her laugh, her embrace,
but you come no closer, just look at her face.
Dream of the warmth of a woman.

She writhes and she moans and for pity she cries,
but you hold the reigns, it's you who decides,
when you think it right, you let go, and she flies.
Reign the warmth of a woman.

2006-11-01T00:10:00.000+05:00

chand say chehroon pay
phool say sehroon pay
zakhm zakhm tahreerain
dhool dhool tasweerain

rang rang jismaon pay
sandali katooron main
yaad yaad mehroomi
ashk ashk afsaanay

zindagi kay mailay main
is bharay chamailay main
koi sochta hoga
woh milay akailay main

shor shor galion ki
geeli geeli tarzon main
jaisay jam gayi kayi aur
jhankti hay tanhaayi

aur samnay meray
ek hajoom bemaani
khwab khwab behta hay
ek sairab behta hay

2006-10-27T03:36:00.000+05:00

Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.

I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh, let's go back to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Comin' up tails,
Head's only science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing,
At numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart.

Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me,
Oh, when I rush to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' tails,
Comin' back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.

2006-10-27T01:51:00.000+05:00

koi faryaad teray dil main dabi ho jaisay
tu nay aankhon say koi baat kahi ho jaisay

jagtay jagtay ik umer kati ho jaisay
jaan baqi hay magar sans ruki ho jaisay

her mulaqaat peh mehsoos yehi hota hay
mujh say kuch teri nazar pooch rahi ho jaisay

raah chaltay howay akser yeh gumaan hota hay
woh nazar chup kay mujhay dekh rahi ho jaisay

aik lamhay main simut aaya sadion ka safar
zindagi tez buhut tez chali ho jaisay

is tarah pehron tujhay sochta rehta hoon main
meri her saans teray naam likhi ho jaisay

2006-10-12T02:19:00.000+05:00

Well I just heard the news today. Seems my life is gonna change. I close my eyes, begin to pray. Then tears of joy stream down my face.

With arms wide open... under the sunlight. Welcome to this place... I'll show you everything... with arms wide open.

Well I don't know if I'm ready to be the man I have to be. I take a breath. I take her by my side. We stand in awe. We've created life.

If I had just one wish, only one demand... I hope he's not like me. I hope he understands, that he can take this life, and hold it by the hand, and he can greet the world, with arms wide open...

2006-09-22T00:47:00.000+05:00

Lay ker yaadain teri
Ratain meri katein
Mujh say batain teri
Kerti hay chandni
Tanha hay tujh bin ratain meri
Din meray din kay jaisay nahin
Tanha badan, tanaha hay rooh
Num meri ankhain rahain
Aaja meray ab roobaroo
Jeena nahin bin teray

Kub say ankhain meri
Raah main teray bichein
Bhoolay say hi kabhi
Tu mil jaye kahein
Bhoolay na mujh say batain teri
Bheegi hain her pal ankhain meri
Kyon saans loon
Kyon main jiyon
Jeena bura sa lagay
Kyon ho gaya tu bewafa
Mujh ko bata day wajeh

2006-09-12T11:17:00.000+05:00

tum duur thay
to kia howa
tum mil gaye
to kia howa
wiranian kum na howien
tanha tha main
tanha raha

ek aas thi
tum aao gay
to zindagi khil jaye gi
ek baar dekho gay idhar
to roshni mil jaye gi
jub aa gaye to kia howa
aankhain meeri
jalti rahein
aur dil mera
bujhta gaya

yeh to koi
milna nahin
keh faslay hon darmian
khamoshian donon taraf
tanhaiyan donon taraf
ho rasta to aik hi
per hamsafar hon ajnabi
kis kaam ka jeena howa

2006-09-11T13:37:00.000+05:00

The word "love" means so much to me because of you... and your birthday brings so many reasons to be thankful for the love we share every day. I think of the quiet times when your gentle touch is there to comfort me... The fun times when your sense of humor makes our world sparkle with laughter... The growing times when we're there for each other with support in a demanding world. The meaning that you've given to the word "love" has touched my life so deeply that there really are no words to express the love I feel for you.

On your birthday and everyday, I hope you will know just how much I love you... with all my heart.

2006-08-30T15:36:00.000+05:00

Wow... these guys really know me well.

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

2006-08-21T14:43:00.000+05:00

I AM THINKING ABOUT:
you! always!

I SAID:
life is a bitch so treat it like one

I WANT TO:
live a happy life and enjoy it to the fullest under all circumstances

I WISH:
i could read more books

I WONDER:
is it real or am i dreaming

I REGRET:
the times when i panicked and lost my cool

I HEAR:
lots of music

I AM:
a guy with apparently simple but very complex personality deep inside

I DANCE:
only for fun, though would like to learn it properly

I SING:
the songs i like

I CRY:
rarely

I AM NOT:
going to give up very easily

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS:
complex machinery... work of art... what kind of question is that... stupid

I WRITE:
(on my blog) stuff that interest me and my experiences that i think others can benefit from

I CONFUSE:
nothing, i usually know what i am doing

I NEED:
more travel opportunities

2006-08-11T15:28:00.000+05:00

On the day I was born, the nurses all gathered 'round. And they gazed in wide wonder, at the joy they had found. The head nurse spoke up, said leave this one alone. She could tell right away, that I was bad to the bone.

I broke a thousand hearts, before I met you. I'll break a thousand more baby, before I am through. I wanna be yours pretty baby, yours and yours alone. I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone.

I make a rich woman beg, I'll make a good woman steal. I'll make an old woman blush, and I make a young girl squeal. I wanna be yours pretty baby, yours and yours alone. I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone.

When I walk the streets, kings and queens step aside. Every woman I meet, they all stay satisfied. I wanna tell you pretty baby, what I see I make my own. I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone.

2006-07-24T14:57:00.000+05:00

If you were
in my heart
I'd surely
not break you.
If you were
beside me
and my love
would take you.
I'll keep you
in safety
forever
protect you.
I'll hide you
away from
the world you
rejected.
I'll hide you.

2006-07-22T11:52:00.000+05:00

Now that you're out of my life, I'm so much better.
You thought that I'd be weak without you, but I'm stronger.
You thought that I'd be broke without you, but I'm richer.
You thought that I'd be sad without you, I laugh harder.
You thought I wouldn't grow without you, now I'm wiser.
Though that I'd be helpless without you, but I'm smarter.
You thought that I'd be stressed without you, but I'm chillin'.
You thought I wouldn't sell without you, sold 9 million.

Thought I couldn't breathe without you, I'm inhaling.
You thought I couldn't see without you, perfect vision!
You thought I couldn't last without you, but I'm lastin'.
You thought that I would die without you, but I'm livin'.
Thought that I would fail without you, but I'm on top.
Thought it would be over by now, but it won't stop.
Thought that I would self destruct, but I'm still here.
Even in my years to come, I'm still gonna be here.

After all of the darkness and sadness, soon comes happiness.
If I surround myself with positive things, I'll gain prosperity.

2006-07-13T14:24:00.000+05:00

Whoa... thats way off track what i have majored in... but all of these fields do attract me alot

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.
You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.

You should major in:

Marketing
Psychology
Desgin
Cognitive Science
Economics
Photography

What Should You Major In?

2006-07-13T14:19:00.000+05:00

i dont know how true that is, but sometimes i get this urge of behaving like a bastard.

You Are 96% Gentleman

No doubt about it, you are a total gentleman.
You please the pickiest ladies, and you make everyone in a room feel comfortable.

Are You A Gentleman?

2006-07-11T16:43:00.000+05:00

Paint my face in your magazines
Make it look whiter than it seems
Paint me over with your dreams
Shove away my ethnicity
Burn every notion that I may have a flame inside to fight
And say just what is on my mind
Without offending your might

Cuz this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless what are you gonna do
So say what you want

I saw her face outside today
Weatherworn, looking all the rage
They took her passion and her gaze and made a poster
Now it's moccasins we sport
We take the culture and contort
Perhaps only to distort what we are hiding

2006-07-08T12:28:00.000+05:00

Then the rainstorm came over me. And I felt my spirit break. I had lost all of my belief, you see. And realized my mistake. But time threw a prayer to me. And all around me became still

I need love. Love's divine. Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind. Give me love. Love is what I need to help me know my name.

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary. And I felt my spirit fly. I had found all of my reality. I realize what it takes.

2006-06-30T16:15:00.000+05:00

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside. I'm not one of those who can easily hide. I don't have much money but boy if I did, I'd buy a big house where we both could live.

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no! Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show. I know it's not much, but it's the best I can do. My gift is my song, and this one's for you.

And you can tell everybody, this is your song. It may be quite simple, but now that it's done. I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind, that I put down in words. How wonderful life is while you're in the world.

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss. Well, a few of the verses, well, they've got me quite cross. But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song. It's for people like you that keep it turned on.

So excuse me forgetting, but these things I do. You see, I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue. Anyway, the thing is, what I really mean, yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen!

2006-06-27T00:23:00.000+05:00

Tum chupa na sako gi main woh raaz hoon
Tum bhula na sako gi woh andaaz hoon
Goonjta hoon dil main to hairan ho kyon
Main tumharay hi dil ki to awaaz hoon
Sun sako to suno, dharkanon ki zubaan

Main hi main ab tumharay khayaalon main hoon
Main jawabon main hoon main sawaalon main hoon
Main tumharay her ek khwab main hoon basa
Main tumhari nazar kay ujaalon main hoon
Dekhti ho mujhay dekhti ho jahaan

2006-06-26T03:23:00.000+05:00

Boobs... who's not attracted to boobs... yeah baby!!

You scored as Boobs. You are attracted to: boobs. You're a boob guy/gurl!

Boobs

83%

Abs/Stomach

75%

Face

67%

Butt

17%

Penis

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2006-06-19T15:29:00.000+05:00

muhabbat to hum nain bhi ki thi
josh main nahin
hosh main ki thi
hamain ma'aloom tha
woh kabhi
hamara nahin ho sakta
jeenay ka
sahara nahin ho sakta
us ka meray saath
guzara nahin ho sakta
jeewan ki andheri raat main
sawera nahin ho sakta
yeh jaan ker bhi
sub kuch pechaan ker bhi
us ajnabi say
muhabbat hum nain ki thi

hamain pata tha
is muhabbat ka anjaam
gham kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
zindagi ki weeran rahon main
kaanton kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
meray khwaabon main
us chand say chehray kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
har pal khayalon main
un jheel si aankhon kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
aur meri aankhon main
aansoon kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
phir bhi janay kyon
us jalti howi aag say
muhabbat hum nain ki thi
jaan boojh ker
soch samajh ker ki thi

2006-06-08T09:35:00.000+05:00

I wish I had a magic wand
that I could just wave in your direction
and make everything "all better."
I wish I had a sprinkle of stardust
that would erase every problem
that's come your way.

If only I could get my hands on a magic lamp
and rub it until a genie appeared,
I would ask for an end to all your cares
and the beginning of great happiness for you.

I don't really have any magic,
but if deep feelings and warm thoughts can help,
there's definitely some wonder-working stuff headed your way.

2006-05-30T00:32:00.000+05:00

my foundation was rocked
my tried and true way to deal was to vanish
my departures were old
I stood in the room shaking in my boots
at that particular time love had challenged me to stay
at that particular moment I knew not to run away again
that particular month I was ready to investigate with you

we thought a break would be good
for four months we sat and vacillated
we thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts that were abounding
at that particular time love encouraged me to wait
at that particular moment it helped me to be patient
that particular month we needed time to marinate in what "us" meant

I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
and yet I wanted to save us high water or hell
and I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt
and in the meantime I lost myself
in the meantime I lost myself
I'm sorry I lost myself
I am...

you knew you needed more time
time spent alone with no distraction
you felt you needed to fly solo and high to define what you wanted
at that particular time love encouraged me to leave
at that particular moment I knew staying with you meant deserting me
that particular month was harder than you'd believe but I still left

2006-04-30T09:43:00.000+05:00

I think I've already lost you. I think you're already gone. I think I'm finally scared now. You think I'm weak, I think you're wrong. I think you're already leaving. Feels like your hand is on the door. I thought this place was an empire. Now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure.

I think you're so mean. I think we should try. I think I could need this in my life. And I think I'm scared. I think too much. I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing.

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home. There's an awful lot of breathing room, but I can hardly move. If you're gone, baby you need to come home. There's a little bit of something me, and everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over. I bet the moon just won't shine. I bet my hands I can stay here. And I bet you need more than you mind.

And I think you're so mean. I think we should try. I think I could need this in my life. I think I'm just scared that I know too much. I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling.

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home. There's an awful lot of breathing room, but I can hardly move. If you're gone, baby you need to come home. There's a little bit of something me in everything in you.

2006-04-21T00:52:00.000+05:00

Tu bin bataye
Mujhay lay chal kahin
Jahan tu muskuraye
Meri manzil wahin
Meethi lagi
Chakh kay dekhi abhi
Mishri ki dali
Zindagi ho chali
Jahan hain teri bahain
Mera sahil wahin
Tu bin bataye
Mujhay lay chal kahin

Mun ki gali
Tu phuaron si aa
Bheeg jaye meray
Khwabon ka kafila
Jisay tu gungunaye
Meri dhun hay wohi
Tu bin bataye
Mujhay lay chal kahin
Jahan tu muskuraye
Meri manzil wahin

2006-04-15T02:02:00.000+05:00

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

2006-02-28T15:06:00.000+05:00

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you’ve never met anyone
who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman you've ever known.
I am the dullest woman you've ever known.
I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

2006-02-16T11:20:00.000+05:00

I gave the most lovely valentine's day card to my sweetheart. It said,

I've told you so many times that I love you, and I do, but I wish I had another way to express it, a way no one else in the world uses. If only I could create a star just for you, brighter and more beautiful than others, it might give you an idea of how you light up my existence. Or, if I could give you your own personal rainbow with each color representing a facet of you that enchants me, it might come close to showing you how much color you bring in my life. If only it were possible, to take all the feelings I have for you and mould them into a sunbeam which would keep u warm forever. Then you will know without the slightest doubt, what a difference you make in this world, what a difference you make to me. Happy valentine's day!

Inside, I wrote the following message.

Sweetheart, truth is that words can never truly express my love for you. It can only be felt when I talk to you, when I look at you, when I touch you, and when I just say I love you.

2005-12-20T18:13:00.000+05:00

dekho
kaisay
parbat say badal gaye
barsain gay
yeh ab kahan

dekho
kaisay
phoolon say khushbu gayi
mahkain gay
yeh ab kahan

sukh bun gaye sapnay
sub kho gaye apnay

dil bujh gaya
ghar jal gaya
najanay kyon
najanay kyon

yaadon ka phir
aanchal ura
najanay kyon
najanay kyon

dekho
kaisay
raaton say jugnoo gaye
chamkain gay
yeh ab kahan

kyon so gayein shamain
kut na sakein ratain

dil bujh gaya
ghar jal gaya
najanay kyon
najanay kyon

yaadon ka phir
aanchal ura
najanay kyon
najanay kyon

2005-12-05T17:02:00.000+05:00

Not too bad...

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

2005-12-02T17:26:00.000+05:00

Shirts in the closet, shoes in the hall. Mama’s in the kitchen, baby and all. Everything is everything. But you’re missing. Coffee cups on the counter, jackets on the chair. Papers on the doorstep, but you’re not there. Everything is everything. But you’re missing. Pictures on the nightstand, tv’s on in the den. Your house is waiting, for you to walk in. But you’re missing. When I shut out the lights you’re missing. When I close my eyes you’re missing. When I see the sun rise you’re missing. Children are asking if it’s alright, will you be in our arms tonight? Morning is morning, the evening falls. I got too much room in my bed. Too many phone calls, how’s everything, everything? Everything, everything. But you’re missing.

God’s drifting in heaven, devil’s in the mailbox. I got dust on my shoes, nothing but teardrops.

2005-12-02T17:14:00.000+05:00

Dear Chicago, you'll never guess. You know the girl you said I'd meet someday? Well I got something to confess... she picked me up on Friday, asked me if she reminded me of you. I just laughed and lit a cigarette, said "That's impossible to do." Life's gotten simple since, and it fluctuates so much. Happy and sad and back again. I'm not crying now too much. I think about you all the time. It's strange and hard to deal. I think about you lying there, and those blankets lie so still. Nothing moves out here in the cold, nothing breathes or even smiles. I've been thinking some of suicide, but there's bars out here for miles. Sorry about the every kiss, every kiss you wasted bad. I think the thing you said was true, I'm gonna die alone and sad. The wind's feelin' real these days, yeah and baby it hurts me some...
Never thought I'd feel so blue, New York City you're almost gone. I think that I've fallen out of love...with you.

2005-12-02T15:36:00.000+05:00

You Are An Invisible Ex

You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex
You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behind
As they say, indifference is the opposite of love!

What Type of Ex Are You?

2005-11-30T15:42:00.000+05:00

You, actually, dont sleep. There are just too many
things for you to do and see! Why spend half
your life lying in bed instead of enjoying
everything life has to offer?! Its not that
you are ridiculously hyper (usually), you just
have a far greater appreciation for life than
most people. Chances are youre very optimistic
and probably a little bit random sometimes, but
people love you for your happiness. Keep
smiling! Make someone's day! ^_^

How do you Sleep? (Anime Pics)
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2005-11-26T12:50:00.000+05:00

There's a thousand words that I could say to make you come home. Oh, seems so long ago you walked away, left me alone. I remember what you said to me. You were acting so strange. And maybe I was too blind to see that you needed a change. Was it something I said to make you turn away, to make you walk out and leave me cold? If I could just find a way to make it so that you were right here. But right now, I've been sitting here. Can't get you off my mind. I've tried my best to be a man and be strong. I've drove myself insane. Wishing I could touch your face. But the truth remains, you're gone..

I don't wanna make excuses, baby. Won't change the fact that you're gone. But if there's something that I could do, Won't you please let me know? Time is passing so slowly now. Guess that's my life without you. And maybe I could change my every day, but baby I don't want to. So I'll just hang around, and find some things to do, to take my mind off missing you. And I know in my heart, you can't say that you don't love me too. Please say you do.

2005-11-25T18:09:00.000+05:00

You have a sexual hidden talent

You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it.

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2005-11-22T16:30:00.000+05:00

You're a Sapphire. You seem to be unreachable, but
deep inside, you are really a nice and warm
person. You are elegant and get along well with
people once you know them.

What Jewel Are You?
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2005-11-21T15:46:00.000+05:00

Green eyes... yeah that would be cool.

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger

What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

2005-11-20T23:49:00.000+05:00

Don't tell me to stop. Tell the rain not to drop. Tell the wind not to blow, 'cause you said so. Tell the sun not to shine, not to get up this time. Let it fall, by the way. But don't leave me where I lay down. Tell me love isn't true, it's just something that we do. Tell me everything I'm not, but please don't tell me to stop. Tell the leaves not to turn, but don't ever tell me I'll learn. Take the black off a crow, but don't tell me I have to grow. Tell the bed not to lay, like the open mouth of a grave. Not to stare up at me, like a calf down on its knees. Tell me love isn't true, it's just something that we do. Tell me everything I'm not, but don't ever tell me to stop. Don't you ever tell me...

2005-07-25T17:55:00.000+05:00

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

2005-07-23T13:42:00.000+05:00

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative.
You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.
Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.
As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

2005-07-23T13:36:00.000+05:00

This is so true. Starbucks frappacino is my favorite coffee.

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern

At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent

You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet

Your caffeine addiction level: low

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

2005-06-25T12:22:00.000+05:00

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

2005-06-23T18:39:00.000+05:00

that's absolutely true... sexy bellies drive me crazy, but the one in picture is disgusting. this, on the other hand, is sexy.

You scored as Abs/Stomach. You are attracted to: the abs/stomach. You are a abs/stomach guy/gurl.

Abs/Stomach

75%

Boobs

75%

Face

67%

Butt

Penis

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2005-06-20T18:33:00.000+05:00

i hardly ever remember my dreams, so... whatever

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.

You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

2005-06-11T10:58:00.000+05:00

It's been a while, since I could hold my head up high. And it's been a while, since I first saw you. It's been a while, since i could stand on my own two feet again. And it's been a while, since I could call you. But everything I can't remember, as fucked up as it may seem, the consequences that I've rendered, I've stretched myself beyond my means.

It's been a while, since i could say that i wasn't addicted. And it's been a while, since I could say I love myself as well. And it's been a while, since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do. It's been a while, but all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you. But everything I can't remember, as fucked up as it may seem, the consequences that I've rendered, I've gone and fucked things up again.

Why must i feel this way? Just make this go away. Just one more peaceful day.

It's been a while, since I could lok at myself straight. And it's been a while, since i said i'm sorry. It's been a while, since I've seen the way the candles light your face. It's been a while, but I can still remember just the way you taste. But everything I can't remember, as fucked up as it may seem, I know it's me. I cannot blame this on my father. He did the best he could for me.

It's been a while, since I could hold my head up high. And it's been a while, since I said I'm sorry.

2005-06-04T14:06:00.000+05:00

You scored as Chocolate. You are Chocolate! Sweet, sexy, and a little exotic, you are the favorite flavor of lovers, kids, womankind, and just about anyone who isn't allergic. Who can resist your irresistably delicious taste and bonus aphrodesiac?

Chocolate

83%

Caramel

67%

Coffee

58%

Vanilla

50%

Orange

50%

Peppermint

33%

What's Your Flavor... Tell me what's your flavor
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2005-05-26T16:42:00.000+05:00

You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative

50%

Existentialist

44%

Modernist

38%

Fundamentalist

31%

Postmodernist

25%

Idealist

25%

Romanticist

19%

Materialist

What is Your World View? (updated)
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2005-05-26T15:36:00.000+05:00

You need someone loyal.
People have let you down since forever and you
have always been left by yourself. Your life
spark is now barely flickering and there is a
big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You
don't know what to do anymore in your life and
everything has a sense of meaningless to it.
Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate
and many grudges on people. You have a hard
time letting people in, but with your history
you don't even desire that so much anymore.

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2005-05-25T17:33:00.000+05:00

somebody wrote this for somebody... i wish somebody would have written it for me

i want a boy
a nice and bad boy
he'll give me his favorite sweatshirt
he'll stay home and watch movies he doesnt even want to watchwith me
& he'll tell me he loves it, even though he doesnt
he'll call me at 3 a.m and tells me he loves me
he'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me;
and needed to hear my voice
he'll IM me everyday before school saying "have a great day babe, i love you"
& he always whispers something sweet in my ear
he'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band
& he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me infront of his friends
when i cry he'll tell me i'm to beautiful to cry, and kiss away every tear
he'll always make me feel better because he has all the right things to say
all his friends will know we're in love because he talks about it with them
he'll stay up with me all night when i'm sick
when we're walking together, he'll stop and pick up a flower
and put it behind my ear
he'll love everything about me, and tell me that i'm perfect
we always end up laughing about silly fights
we wont get mad at making fun of eachother,
because we laugh at every bit of it
he'll surprise me by bringing me my favorite food when i'm having a bad day
whenever we went out for ice cream, he'd put some on my nose...
then i'll put some all over his face
& we just never stop laughing
he wouldn't be scared to cry infront of me,
and he'll hold me when i cry
he'll introduce me to my friends as "the most beautiful girl he's ever met"
he would take walks with me in the snow, and we'd catch snowflakes on our tongues
& we'd always take pictures in photo booths
he'll let me go places with his mom
we would play tag and not care who's watching
we'd kiss in the rain
and when i hear him speak, i'll fall in love all over again
i want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,
and then go totally soft when i got sad and apologize
i want someone who will lay outside with me and look at the stars
someone that will squirt me with waterguns inside of the house
i want someone to be there, no matter what, always and forever
i'll be his everything, and he'll be even more to me
he will love me for always

2005-05-23T15:59:00.000+05:00

Star Wars Horoscope for Libra

You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed.
You convey the art of persuasion through force.
You always display your supreme intelligence.
You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings.

Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie

What is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

2005-05-14T10:50:00.000+05:00

no comments...

Your Life Path Number Is 9

9

The keys your Life Path are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude.

You are very trustworthy, honorable, and unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice.

Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself.

If you are in a position to help, you certainly will.

You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion.

The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities.

Your purpose of life is of a philosophical nature.

Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy.

Material gains are not overly important to you.

You have a very selfless attitude and will give up of material possessions for the common good.

The desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong.

You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.

Your very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields.

Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.

Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the your Life Path.

You are usually well suited to the helping and healing professions... but less inclined to the competitive business environment.

You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality.

You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others.

Your interest in people tends to make you quite social.

People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded.

In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions.

Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively.

If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting.

On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.

As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category.

It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed... because selflessness is not an easy trait.

You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying.

You must accept that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of your path.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

2005-05-13T23:41:00.000+05:00

agar kabhi meri yaad aaye
to chand raton ki dilgeer roshni main
kisi sitaray ko daikh laina
agar woh nakhl-e-falak say ur ker
tumharay qadmon main aa giray
to yeh jaan laina
woh istaara tha meray dil ka
agar na aaye....
magar yeh mumkin hi kis tarah hay
keh kisi per nigah dalo
to us ki deewar-e-jaan na tootay
woh apni hasti na bhool jaye...

agar kabhi meri yaad aaye
garaiz kerti hawa ki lehron peh haath rakhna
main khushbuon main tumhain milon ga
mujhay gulabon ki pation main talash kerna
main aus qatray kay aayinay main tumhain milon ga
agar sitaron main, aus khushbuon main
nay pao mujh ko
to apnay qadmon main daikh laina
main gard hoti musafaton main tumhain milon ga
kahin peh roshan charagh dekho to jaan laina
keh her patangay keh saath main bhi sulag chuka hoon
tum apnay hathon say un patangon ki khaak
daria main daal daina
main khaak bun ker samundaron main safar karoon ga
kisi na daikhay howay jazeeray per ruk ker
tumhain sadayain doon ga
samundaron kay safar per niklo
to us jazeeray peh bhi utarna

2005-05-12T09:20:00.000+05:00

In my search for freedom, and peace of mind, I’ve left the memories behind. Wanna start a new life, but it seems to be rather absurd, when I know the truth is that I always think of you. Someday, someway, together we will be baby. I will take and you will take your time. We’ll wait for our fate. Cos’ nobody owns us baby. We can shake, we can shake the rock.

Try to throw the picture out of my mind. Try to leave the memories behind. Here by the ocean, wave’s carry voices from you. Do you know the truth? I am thinking of you too. The love we had together, just fades away in time. And now you’ve got your own world. And I guess I’ve got mine. But the passion that you planted, in the middle of my heart, is a passion that will never stop.

2005-05-11T17:36:00.000+05:00

You Are Quite Open Minded About Sex

You're a total wild child in the bedroom

Totally experimental, who knows what you'll try next!

But, you do draw the line at anything too extreme

For you, sex is about pleasure - not mind games

How Open Minded Are You About Sex?

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2005-05-02T17:53:00.000+05:00

spot on... i think!

Your Birthdate: October 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity.

There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself.

You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator.

You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas.

Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed.

There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.

Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2005-04-27T13:18:00.000+05:00

You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 100% of the population.

You live your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

2005-04-20T00:48:00.000+05:00

ajab din thay muhabbat kay
ajab mosam thay chahat kay
kabhi gar yaad aa jayain to palkon per sitaray jhilmilatay hain
kisi ki yaad main raton ko aksar jaagna maamool tha apna
kabhi gar neend aa jati to hum yeh soch laitay thay
abhi to woh hamaray wastay roya nahin hoga
abhi soya nahin hoga
abhi hum bhi nahin rotay
abhi hum bhi nahin sotay
so phir hum jaagtay aur us ko yaad kertay thay
akelay baith ker weeraan dil abad kertay thay
hamaray samnay taron kay jhurmat main akela chand hota tha
jo us kay husn kay agay buhut hi maand hota tha
falak per raqs kertay unginat roshan sitaron ko
jo hum tarteeb daitay thay
to us ka naam banta tha
hum aglay roz miltay to guzri raat ki her bay kali ka zikr kertay thay
her ik qisa sunatay thay
kahan, kis waqt, kis tarah say dil dharka batatay thay
main jub kehta keh "janan aaj to main raat ko ik pal nahin soya"
to woh khamosh rehti thi
per us ki neend main doobi howi do jheel si aankhain
achanak bol uthti thein
main jub us ko batata tha
keh "main nay raat ko roshan sitaron main tumhara naam daikha hay"
to woh kehti thi
"razi tum jhoot kehtay ho
sitaray main nay daikhay thay
aur un roshan sitaron main tumhara naam likha tha"
ajab maasoom larki thi
mujhay kehti thi
"lagta hay keh ab apnay sitaray mil hi jayain gay"
magar us ko khabar kia thi
kinaray mil nahin saktay
muhabbat ki kahani main
muhabbat kernay walon kay
sitaray mil nahin saktay

2005-04-16T09:25:00.000+05:00

woh din bhi kia thay
jub lay kay tu aayi thi her khushi
dil poochta hay
kia hoga aisa dobara kabhi
main nay dil say kaha
us khwab ko bhool ja
bhool ja

2005-04-14T17:35:00.000+05:00

i prefer new york or california... but florida aint bad either.

You scored as FLORIDA. FUN IN THE SUN FLORDIA

FLORIDA

75%

NEW YORK

67%

WASHINGTON

58%

California

42%

UTAH

42%

NEVADA

33%

LOUISIANA

25%

WYOMING

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2005-04-14T17:31:00.000+05:00

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you, but slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):
...A motorcycle crashed into a building last night because of break failure. Two people were involved, a male and a female, but only 1 survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the 18 year old boy realized that his breaks had broke, but he didn't want to let his partner know. Instead, he made her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, and let her wear his helmet so that she would live, realizing he would be the one that would die.

2005-04-13T17:24:00.000+05:00

ha... I knew it. But look at this, 40% chances of suicide!! That would suck.

You scored as Accident. You will probably die from a accident, like a car crash, a failed stunt or you missed the net when trapezing.

Accident

60%

Bomb

53%

Natural Causes

47%

Suicide

40%

Eaten

40%

Gunshot

33%

Disappear

33%

Drowning

27%

Posion

20%

Cut Throat

20%

Disease

13%

Stabbed

Suffocated

How Will You Die??
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2005-04-13T16:23:00.000+05:00

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

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2005-04-11T09:45:00.000+05:00

bandha howa tha pyar say teray, choot gaya hoon main
sameto her taraf hoon bikhra howa, toot gaya hoon main
kerta rehta hoon intezar her pal sanson kay ruknay ka
zindagi, na pukar mujhay keh tujh say rooth gaya hoon main

2005-04-09T09:39:00.000+05:00

When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained. But darlin' when I hold you don't you know I feel the same. 'Cause nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change. And it's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain.

We've been through this such a long long time, just tryin' to kill the pain. But lovers always come and lovers always go, and no one's really sure who's lettin' go today, walking away. If we could take the time to lay it on the line, I could rest my head just knowin' that you were mine, all mine. So if you want to love me, then darlin' don't refrain. Or I'll just end up walkin' in the cold November rain.

I know it's hard to keep an open heart when even friends seem out to harm you. But if you could heal a broken heart, wouldn't time be out to charm you?

And when your fears subside and shadows still remain, I know that you can love me when there's no one left to blame. So never mind the darkness, we still can find a way. 'Cause nothin' lasts forever, even cold November rain.

2005-04-05T13:35:00.000+05:00

If I fall along the way, pick me up and dust me off. And if I get too tired to make it, be my breath so I can walk. If I need some other love, give me more than I can stand. And when my smile gets old and faded, wait around I'll smile again. Shouldn't be so complicated. Just hold me, and then, just hold me again.

Can you help me? I'm bent. I'm so scared that I'll never get put back together.

You're breaking me in. And this is how we will end, with you and me, bent.

If I couldn't sleep could you sleep? Could you paint me better off? Could you sympathize with my needs? I know you think I need a lot.

I started out clean but I'm jaded. Just phoning it in. Just breaking the skin.

Start bending me. It's never enough. I feel all your pieces.

Start bending me. Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in.

Shouldn't be so complicated. Just touch me, and then, just touch me again.

2005-04-04T15:31:00.000+05:00

You scored as Islam. Your beliefs are most similar to those of Islam. Do more research on Islam and possibly consider taking the shahadah and officially becoming a Muslim, if you aren't already.

Despite the actions of some - who go against the teachings of Islam - Islam is a religion of peace; the word "islam" means "peace through submission to God." "Muslim" means "one who submits to God." Islam is the third of the three Abrahamic faiths, and it shares much with Judaism in Christianity; its differences are the acceptance of Muhammad as the last and final prophet, and the oneness of God - in other words, that Jesus, though he was a revered prophet, was not in fact God, and only one God exists. Apparently the Taliban could not read (though their name means "students"), because the Qur'an states that men and women are equal as believers, and that all believers should be educated and seek knowledge. Modesty in dress and behavior is required in Islam for both men and women to preserve the values of society and move the emphasis from superificial appearance to intelligence, knowledge, and God.

Islam

83%

Buddhism

54%

Judaism

42%

Paganism

38%

Satanism

38%

atheism

25%

Christianity

17%

Hinduism

agnosticism

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83%... huh!!!

2005-04-02T12:46:00.000+05:00

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

2005-04-01T09:40:00.000+05:00

dhund
chayi hay dhund
kuch nazar
aaye na
tum khoye ho
janay kahan
dhond liya
sara jahan
main nay

ab aasman
aur yeh zameen
meray liye
kuch bhi nahin
aur yeh dunya
jo thi kabhi haseen
ab weeran hay
aur kuch bhi nahin
hay yahan
meray liye
jeenay ko
dhund

chayi hay dhund
kuch nazar
aaye na
tum khoye ho
janay kahan
dhoond liya
saara jahan
main nay

aankhain meri
bheegi nahin
per ro raha
hay dil mera
ab meri hay
aik hi aarzoo
aik baar main
tum say mil sakoon
aur kahon
lot aa
lot aa

dhund
chayi hay dhund
kuch nazar
aaye na

2005-03-31T15:18:00.000+05:00

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's" Your Love Style?

2005-03-30T07:42:00.000+05:00

A thousand years, a thousand more, a thousand times, a million doors to eternity. I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times, an endless turning stairway climbs to a tower of souls. If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars,
the towers rise to numberless floors in space. I could shed another million tears, a million breaths, a million names, but only one truth to face. A million roads, a million fears, a million suns, ten million years of uncertainty. I could speak a million lies, a million songs, a million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time. But if there was a single truth, a single light, a single thought, a singular touch of grace. Then following this single point, this single flame, the single haunted memory of your face.

I still love you! I still want you!

A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves, like galaxies in my head.

I may be numberless, I may be innocent, I may know many things, I may be ignorant. Or I could ride with kings and conquer many lands. Or win this world at cards and let it slip my hands. I could be cannon food, destroyed a thousand times. Reborn as fortune’s child to judge another’s crimes. Or wear this pilgrim’s cloak, or be a common thief. I’ve kept this single faith, I have but one belief.

I still love you! I still want you!

A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves like galaxies in my head. On and on the mysteries unwind themselves, eternities still unsaid, ’til you love me.

2005-03-29T07:54:00.000+05:00

yes thats true... i do have an alter ego... and this is his blog.