I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you’ve never met anyone
who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman you've ever known.
I am the dullest woman you've ever known.
I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I gave the most lovely valentine's day card to my sweetheart. It said,

I've told you so many times that I love you, and I do, but I wish I had another way to express it, a way no one else in the world uses. If only I could create a star just for you, brighter and more beautiful than others, it might give you an idea of how you light up my existence. Or, if I could give you your own personal rainbow with each color representing a facet of you that enchants me, it might come close to showing you how much color you bring in my life. If only it were possible, to take all the feelings I have for you and mould them into a sunbeam which would keep u warm forever. Then you will know without the slightest doubt, what a difference you make in this world, what a difference you make to me. Happy valentine's day!

Inside, I wrote the following message.

Sweetheart, truth is that words can never truly express my love for you. It can only be felt when I talk to you, when I look at you, when I touch you, and when I just say I love you.