December 20, 2005

dekho
kaisay
parbat say badal gaye
barsain gay
yeh ab kahan

dekho
kaisay
phoolon say khushbu gayi
mahkain gay
yeh ab kahan

sukh bun gaye sapnay
sub kho gaye apnay

dil bujh gaya
ghar jal gaya
najanay kyon
najanay kyon

yaadon ka phir
aanchal ura
najanay kyon
najanay kyon

dekho
kaisay
raaton say jugnoo gaye
chamkain gay
yeh ab kahan

kyon so gayein shamain
kut na sakein ratain

dil bujh gaya
ghar jal gaya
najanay kyon
najanay kyon

yaadon ka phir
aanchal ura
najanay kyon
najanay kyon

December 05, 2005

Not too bad...

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

December 02, 2005

Shirts in the closet, shoes in the hall. Mama’s in the kitchen, baby and all. Everything is everything. But you’re missing. Coffee cups on the counter, jackets on the chair. Papers on the doorstep, but you’re not there. Everything is everything. But you’re missing. Pictures on the nightstand, tv’s on in the den. Your house is waiting, for you to walk in. But you’re missing. When I shut out the lights you’re missing. When I close my eyes you’re missing. When I see the sun rise you’re missing. Children are asking if it’s alright, will you be in our arms tonight? Morning is morning, the evening falls. I got too much room in my bed. Too many phone calls, how’s everything, everything? Everything, everything. But you’re missing.

God’s drifting in heaven, devil’s in the mailbox. I got dust on my shoes, nothing but teardrops.
Dear Chicago, you'll never guess. You know the girl you said I'd meet someday? Well I got something to confess... she picked me up on Friday, asked me if she reminded me of you. I just laughed and lit a cigarette, said "That's impossible to do." Life's gotten simple since, and it fluctuates so much. Happy and sad and back again. I'm not crying now too much. I think about you all the time. It's strange and hard to deal. I think about you lying there, and those blankets lie so still. Nothing moves out here in the cold, nothing breathes or even smiles. I've been thinking some of suicide, but there's bars out here for miles. Sorry about the every kiss, every kiss you wasted bad. I think the thing you said was true, I'm gonna die alone and sad. The wind's feelin' real these days, yeah and baby it hurts me some...
Never thought I'd feel so blue, New York City you're almost gone. I think that I've fallen out of love...with you.
You Are An Invisible Ex

You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex
You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behind
As they say, indifference is the opposite of love!

November 30, 2005

Sleepless
You, actually, dont sleep. There are just too many
things for you to do and see! Why spend half
your life lying in bed instead of enjoying
everything life has to offer?! Its not that
you are ridiculously hyper (usually), you just
have a far greater appreciation for life than
most people. Chances are youre very optimistic
and probably a little bit random sometimes, but
people love you for your happiness. Keep
smiling! Make someone's day! ^_^


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November 26, 2005

There's a thousand words that I could say to make you come home. Oh, seems so long ago you walked away, left me alone. I remember what you said to me. You were acting so strange. And maybe I was too blind to see that you needed a change. Was it something I said to make you turn away, to make you walk out and leave me cold? If I could just find a way to make it so that you were right here. But right now, I've been sitting here. Can't get you off my mind. I've tried my best to be a man and be strong. I've drove myself insane. Wishing I could touch your face. But the truth remains, you're gone..

I don't wanna make excuses, baby. Won't change the fact that you're gone. But if there's something that I could do, Won't you please let me know? Time is passing so slowly now. Guess that's my life without you. And maybe I could change my every day, but baby I don't want to. So I'll just hang around, and find some things to do, to take my mind off missing you. And I know in my heart, you can't say that you don't love me too. Please say you do.

November 25, 2005

You have a sexual hidden talent


You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it.



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November 22, 2005

Sapphire
You're a Sapphire. You seem to be unreachable, but
deep inside, you are really a nice and warm
person. You are elegant and get along well with
people once you know them.


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November 21, 2005

Green eyes... yeah that would be cool.

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger

What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

November 20, 2005

Don't tell me to stop. Tell the rain not to drop. Tell the wind not to blow, 'cause you said so. Tell the sun not to shine, not to get up this time. Let it fall, by the way. But don't leave me where I lay down. Tell me love isn't true, it's just something that we do. Tell me everything I'm not, but please don't tell me to stop. Tell the leaves not to turn, but don't ever tell me I'll learn. Take the black off a crow, but don't tell me I have to grow. Tell the bed not to lay, like the open mouth of a grave. Not to stare up at me, like a calf down on its knees. Tell me love isn't true, it's just something that we do. Tell me everything I'm not, but don't ever tell me to stop. Don't you ever tell me...

July 25, 2005

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

July 23, 2005

Your Hidden Talent
You are both very knowledgeable and creative.
You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.
Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.
As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

This is so true. Starbucks frappacino is my favorite coffee.

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern

At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent

You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet

Your caffeine addiction level: low

June 25, 2005

Part Passionate Kisser


For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Romantic Kisser


For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

June 23, 2005

that's absolutely true... sexy bellies drive me crazy, but the one in picture is disgusting. this, on the other hand, is sexy.

You scored as Abs/Stomach. You are attracted to: the abs/stomach. You are a abs/stomach guy/gurl.

Abs/Stomach

75%

Boobs

75%

Face

67%

Butt

0%

Penis

0%

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June 20, 2005

i hardly ever remember my dreams, so... whatever





What Your Dreams Mean...






Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.

You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.



June 11, 2005

It's been a while, since I could hold my head up high. And it's been a while, since I first saw you. It's been a while, since i could stand on my own two feet again. And it's been a while, since I could call you. But everything I can't remember, as fucked up as it may seem, the consequences that I've rendered, I've stretched myself beyond my means.

It's been a while, since i could say that i wasn't addicted. And it's been a while, since I could say I love myself as well. And it's been a while, since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do. It's been a while, but all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you. But everything I can't remember, as fucked up as it may seem, the consequences that I've rendered, I've gone and fucked things up again.

Why must i feel this way? Just make this go away. Just one more peaceful day.

It's been a while, since I could lok at myself straight. And it's been a while, since i said i'm sorry. It's been a while, since I've seen the way the candles light your face. It's been a while, but I can still remember just the way you taste. But everything I can't remember, as fucked up as it may seem, I know it's me. I cannot blame this on my father. He did the best he could for me.

It's been a while, since I could hold my head up high. And it's been a while, since I said I'm sorry.

June 04, 2005

You scored as Chocolate. You are Chocolate! Sweet, sexy, and a little exotic, you are the favorite flavor of lovers, kids, womankind, and just about anyone who isn't allergic. Who can resist your irresistably delicious taste and bonus aphrodesiac?

Chocolate

83%

Caramel

67%

Coffee

58%

Vanilla

50%

Orange

50%

Peppermint

33%

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May 26, 2005

You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative

50%

Existentialist

44%

Modernist

38%

Fundamentalist

31%

Postmodernist

25%

Idealist

25%

Romanticist

19%

Materialist

6%

What is Your World View? (updated)
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Loyal
You need someone loyal.
People have let you down since forever and you
have always been left by yourself. Your life
spark is now barely flickering and there is a
big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You
don't know what to do anymore in your life and
everything has a sense of meaningless to it.
Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate
and many grudges on people. You have a hard
time letting people in, but with your history
you don't even desire that so much anymore.


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May 25, 2005

somebody wrote this for somebody... i wish somebody would have written it for me

i want a boy
a nice and bad boy
he'll give me his favorite sweatshirt
he'll stay home and watch movies he doesnt even want to watchwith me
& he'll tell me he loves it, even though he doesnt
he'll call me at 3 a.m and tells me he loves me
he'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me;
and needed to hear my voice
he'll IM me everyday before school saying "have a great day babe, i love you"
& he always whispers something sweet in my ear
he'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band
& he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me infront of his friends
when i cry he'll tell me i'm to beautiful to cry, and kiss away every tear
he'll always make me feel better because he has all the right things to say
all his friends will know we're in love because he talks about it with them
he'll stay up with me all night when i'm sick
when we're walking together, he'll stop and pick up a flower
and put it behind my ear
he'll love everything about me, and tell me that i'm perfect
we always end up laughing about silly fights
we wont get mad at making fun of eachother,
because we laugh at every bit of it
he'll surprise me by bringing me my favorite food when i'm having a bad day
whenever we went out for ice cream, he'd put some on my nose...
then i'll put some all over his face
& we just never stop laughing
he wouldn't be scared to cry infront of me,
and he'll hold me when i cry
he'll introduce me to my friends as "the most beautiful girl he's ever met"
he would take walks with me in the snow, and we'd catch snowflakes on our tongues
& we'd always take pictures in photo booths
he'll let me go places with his mom
we would play tag and not care who's watching
we'd kiss in the rain
and when i hear him speak, i'll fall in love all over again
i want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,
and then go totally soft when i got sad and apologize
i want someone who will lay outside with me and look at the stars
someone that will squirt me with waterguns inside of the house
i want someone to be there, no matter what, always and forever
i'll be his everything, and he'll be even more to me
he will love me for always

May 23, 2005





Star Wars Horoscope for Libra




You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed.
You convey the art of persuasion through force.
You always display your supreme intelligence.
You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings.

Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie

May 14, 2005

no comments...





Your Life Path Number Is 9



9





The keys your Life Path are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude.

You are very trustworthy, honorable, and unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice.

Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself.

If you are in a position to help, you certainly will.



You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion.

The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities.

Your purpose of life is of a philosophical nature.

Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy.



Material gains are not overly important to you.

You have a very selfless attitude and will give up of material possessions for the common good.

The desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong.

You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.



Your very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields.

Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.

Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the your Life Path.

You are usually well suited to the helping and healing professions... but less inclined to the competitive business environment.



You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality.

You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others.

Your interest in people tends to make you quite social.

People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded.



In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions.

Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively.

If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting.

On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.



As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category.

It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed... because selflessness is not an easy trait.

You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying.

You must accept that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of your path.


May 13, 2005

agar kabhi meri yaad aaye
to chand raton ki dilgeer roshni main
kisi sitaray ko daikh laina
agar woh nakhl-e-falak say ur ker
tumharay qadmon main aa giray
to yeh jaan laina
woh istaara tha meray dil ka
agar na aaye....
magar yeh mumkin hi kis tarah hay
keh kisi per nigah dalo
to us ki deewar-e-jaan na tootay
woh apni hasti na bhool jaye...

agar kabhi meri yaad aaye
garaiz kerti hawa ki lehron peh haath rakhna
main khushbuon main tumhain milon ga
mujhay gulabon ki pation main talash kerna
main aus qatray kay aayinay main tumhain milon ga
agar sitaron main, aus khushbuon main
nay pao mujh ko
to apnay qadmon main daikh laina
main gard hoti musafaton main tumhain milon ga
kahin peh roshan charagh dekho to jaan laina
keh her patangay keh saath main bhi sulag chuka hoon
tum apnay hathon say un patangon ki khaak
daria main daal daina
main khaak bun ker samundaron main safar karoon ga
kisi na daikhay howay jazeeray per ruk ker
tumhain sadayain doon ga
samundaron kay safar per niklo
to us jazeeray peh bhi utarna

May 12, 2005

In my search for freedom, and peace of mind, I’ve left the memories behind. Wanna start a new life, but it seems to be rather absurd, when I know the truth is that I always think of you. Someday, someway, together we will be baby. I will take and you will take your time. We’ll wait for our fate. Cos’ nobody owns us baby. We can shake, we can shake the rock.

Try to throw the picture out of my mind. Try to leave the memories behind. Here by the ocean, wave’s carry voices from you. Do you know the truth? I am thinking of you too. The love we had together, just fades away in time. And now you’ve got your own world. And I guess I’ve got mine. But the passion that you planted, in the middle of my heart, is a passion that will never stop.

May 11, 2005














You Are Quite Open Minded About Sex



You're a total wild child in the bedroom

Totally experimental, who knows what you'll try next!

But, you do draw the line at anything too extreme

For you, sex is about pleasure - not mind games


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May 02, 2005

spot on... i think!








Your Birthdate: October 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity.

There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself.

You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator.



You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas.

Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed.

There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.

Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.


April 27, 2005





You Are A Romantic


You are more romantic than 100% of the population.






You live your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!


April 20, 2005

ajab din thay muhabbat kay
ajab mosam thay chahat kay
kabhi gar yaad aa jayain to palkon per sitaray jhilmilatay hain
kisi ki yaad main raton ko aksar jaagna maamool tha apna
kabhi gar neend aa jati to hum yeh soch laitay thay
abhi to woh hamaray wastay roya nahin hoga
abhi soya nahin hoga
abhi hum bhi nahin rotay
abhi hum bhi nahin sotay
so phir hum jaagtay aur us ko yaad kertay thay
akelay baith ker weeraan dil abad kertay thay
hamaray samnay taron kay jhurmat main akela chand hota tha
jo us kay husn kay agay buhut hi maand hota tha
falak per raqs kertay unginat roshan sitaron ko
jo hum tarteeb daitay thay
to us ka naam banta tha
hum aglay roz miltay to guzri raat ki her bay kali ka zikr kertay thay
her ik qisa sunatay thay
kahan, kis waqt, kis tarah say dil dharka batatay thay
main jub kehta keh "janan aaj to main raat ko ik pal nahin soya"
to woh khamosh rehti thi
per us ki neend main doobi howi do jheel si aankhain
achanak bol uthti thein
main jub us ko batata tha
keh "main nay raat ko roshan sitaron main tumhara naam daikha hay"
to woh kehti thi
"razi tum jhoot kehtay ho
sitaray main nay daikhay thay
aur un roshan sitaron main tumhara naam likha tha"
ajab maasoom larki thi
mujhay kehti thi
"lagta hay keh ab apnay sitaray mil hi jayain gay"
magar us ko khabar kia thi
kinaray mil nahin saktay
muhabbat ki kahani main
muhabbat kernay walon kay
sitaray mil nahin saktay

April 16, 2005

woh din bhi kia thay
jub lay kay tu aayi thi her khushi
dil poochta hay
kia hoga aisa dobara kabhi
main nay dil say kaha
us khwab ko bhool ja
bhool ja

April 14, 2005

i prefer new york or california... but florida aint bad either.

You scored as FLORIDA. FUN IN THE SUN FLORDIA

FLORIDA

75%

NEW YORK

67%

WASHINGTON

58%

California

42%

UTAH

42%

NEVADA

33%

LOUISIANA

25%

WYOMING

8%

What state should you live in?
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Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you, but slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):
...A motorcycle crashed into a building last night because of break failure. Two people were involved, a male and a female, but only 1 survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the 18 year old boy realized that his breaks had broke, but he didn't want to let his partner know. Instead, he made her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, and let her wear his helmet so that she would live, realizing he would be the one that would die.

April 13, 2005

ha... I knew it. But look at this, 40% chances of suicide!! That would suck.


You scored as Accident. You will probably die from a accident, like a car crash, a failed stunt or you missed the net when trapezing.

Accident

60%

Bomb

53%

Natural Causes

47%

Suicide

40%

Eaten

40%

Gunshot

33%

Disappear

33%

Drowning

27%

Posion

20%

Cut Throat

20%

Disease

13%

Stabbed

7%

Suffocated

7%

How Will You Die??
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Assassin

You are an
assassin.

That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes




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April 11, 2005

bandha howa tha pyar say teray, choot gaya hoon main
sameto her taraf hoon bikhra howa, toot gaya hoon main
kerta rehta hoon intezar her pal sanson kay ruknay ka
zindagi, na pukar mujhay keh tujh say rooth gaya hoon main

April 09, 2005

When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained. But darlin' when I hold you don't you know I feel the same. 'Cause nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change. And it's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain.

We've been through this such a long long time, just tryin' to kill the pain. But lovers always come and lovers always go, and no one's really sure who's lettin' go today, walking away. If we could take the time to lay it on the line, I could rest my head just knowin' that you were mine, all mine. So if you want to love me, then darlin' don't refrain. Or I'll just end up walkin' in the cold November rain.

I know it's hard to keep an open heart when even friends seem out to harm you. But if you could heal a broken heart, wouldn't time be out to charm you?

And when your fears subside and shadows still remain, I know that you can love me when there's no one left to blame. So never mind the darkness, we still can find a way. 'Cause nothin' lasts forever, even cold November rain.

April 05, 2005

If I fall along the way, pick me up and dust me off. And if I get too tired to make it, be my breath so I can walk. If I need some other love, give me more than I can stand. And when my smile gets old and faded, wait around I'll smile again. Shouldn't be so complicated. Just hold me, and then, just hold me again.

Can you help me? I'm bent. I'm so scared that I'll never get put back together.

You're breaking me in. And this is how we will end, with you and me, bent.

If I couldn't sleep could you sleep? Could you paint me better off? Could you sympathize with my needs? I know you think I need a lot.

I started out clean but I'm jaded. Just phoning it in. Just breaking the skin.

Start bending me. It's never enough. I feel all your pieces.

Start bending me. Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in.

Shouldn't be so complicated. Just touch me, and then, just touch me again.

April 04, 2005

You scored as Islam. Your beliefs are most similar to those of Islam. Do more research on Islam and possibly consider taking the shahadah and officially becoming a Muslim, if you aren't already.

Despite the actions of some - who go against the teachings of Islam - Islam is a religion of peace; the word "islam" means "peace through submission to God." "Muslim" means "one who submits to God." Islam is the third of the three Abrahamic faiths, and it shares much with Judaism in Christianity; its differences are the acceptance of Muhammad as the last and final prophet, and the oneness of God - in other words, that Jesus, though he was a revered prophet, was not in fact God, and only one God exists. Apparently the Taliban could not read (though their name means "students"), because the Qur'an states that men and women are equal as believers, and that all believers should be educated and seek knowledge. Modesty in dress and behavior is required in Islam for both men and women to preserve the values of society and move the emphasis from superificial appearance to intelligence, knowledge, and God.

Islam

83%

Buddhism

54%

Judaism

42%

Paganism

38%

Satanism

38%

atheism

25%

Christianity

17%

Hinduism

8%

agnosticism

8%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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83%... huh!!!

April 02, 2005





Your Seduction Style: The Charmer





You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!


April 01, 2005

dhund
chayi hay dhund
kuch nazar
aaye na
tum khoye ho
janay kahan
dhond liya
sara jahan
main nay

ab aasman
aur yeh zameen
meray liye
kuch bhi nahin
aur yeh dunya
jo thi kabhi haseen
ab weeran hay
aur kuch bhi nahin
hay yahan
meray liye
jeenay ko
dhund

chayi hay dhund
kuch nazar
aaye na
tum khoye ho
janay kahan
dhoond liya
saara jahan
main nay

aankhain meri
bheegi nahin
per ro raha
hay dil mera
ab meri hay
aik hi aarzoo
aik baar main
tum say mil sakoon
aur kahon
lot aa
lot aa

dhund
chayi hay dhund
kuch nazar
aaye na

March 31, 2005

Your Love Style is Agape



You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

March 30, 2005

A thousand years, a thousand more, a thousand times, a million doors to eternity. I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times, an endless turning stairway climbs to a tower of souls. If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars,
the towers rise to numberless floors in space. I could shed another million tears, a million breaths, a million names, but only one truth to face. A million roads, a million fears, a million suns, ten million years of uncertainty. I could speak a million lies, a million songs, a million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time. But if there was a single truth, a single light, a single thought, a singular touch of grace. Then following this single point, this single flame, the single haunted memory of your face.

I still love you! I still want you!

A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves, like galaxies in my head.

I may be numberless, I may be innocent, I may know many things, I may be ignorant. Or I could ride with kings and conquer many lands. Or win this world at cards and let it slip my hands. I could be cannon food, destroyed a thousand times. Reborn as fortune’s child to judge another’s crimes. Or wear this pilgrim’s cloak, or be a common thief. I’ve kept this single faith, I have but one belief.

I still love you! I still want you!

A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves like galaxies in my head. On and on the mysteries unwind themselves, eternities still unsaid, ’til you love me.

March 29, 2005

yes thats true... i do have an alter ego... and this is his blog.