December 05, 2006

I just remembered that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
and rode down
aisle 5
you looked behind you smile back at me
crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked us
if we could leave...

can't remember...
what went wrong last September
though i'm sure you'd remind me
if you had to

Our love was
comfortable and
so broken in

I sleep with this new girl i'm still getting used to
my friends all approve
say 'shes gonna be good for you'
they throw me
high fives

She says the bible is all that she reads
and prefers that I not use profanity
your mouth was
so dirty

Life of the party
and she swears that she's artsy
but you could distinguish
Miles from Coltrane

Our love was
comfortable and
so broken in

she's perfect
so flawless
or so they say

She thinks I can't see the smile that shes faking
and poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
grey sweat pants
no makeup
so perfect

Our love was
comfortable and
so broken in

she's perfect
so flawless
I'm not impressed

I want you back
saye main us kay barson ka jaga
main so jaon
us ki sajti sanwarti dhanak main
main ghar banaon
apnay ghar main kayi chaand taray utaaron sajaon
khushbuon say bharay raston main kho jaon

rung us kay baarish main dhul kay hain khiltay
aur nikhartay
roop us kay zameenon kay chehron say miltay
aur damaktay
us kay andaaz jaisay hain mosam
aatay jaatay
us kay sub rung hanstay hanstay
jagmagaatay

December 01, 2006

kehtay hain keh shadi ki bunyaad sirif bay-inteha muhubbat honi chahiye, aur kuch nahin... kyonkeh agar bunyad ghalat ho to rishtay toot jatay hain...

November 23, 2006

The best part of my day is when I talk to her. Just hearing her sweet voice brightens up my day.

When she's upset, my world turns upside down. I loose the ability to think straight. It drives me crazy when she is behaving all cranky. I try really hard not to say anything bad, not to do anything to hurt her. I know I am not very good at it.

When I am close to her, that's heaven for me. I don't want anything else in the world when I am with her. That's when I wish I could stop the time. I know I tend to get out of control. I know I am not supposed to cross my boundaries. But the temptations are too strong. I just want to break all rules, go beyond all the limits, as if nothing is forbidden, there is no taboo. I just want to love her, and give her all that I have. And make her feel like a woman, though she might not be ready for that just as yet.

She, the meaning of my life, the source of my inspirations, when she says she loves me, my heart skips a beat. And then my heart starts beating really fast. I feel like the luckiest person in this whole wide world. I feel like climbing on top of a mountain and yelling, "Look, everyone, the most beautiful girl in this world loves me, she LOVES me, she loves ME!"

She is the best thing ever happened to me. Even if she makes me cry at times, I could spend a lifetime just resting on her lap, letting her caress my hair. And that's how I want my life to end, in her arms, without any worries, any care. And last thing I want to hear before dying is that she loves me.

Yes, I am crazy about her. I realized that long ago. And I have no regrets.

November 16, 2006

samay yunhi chalta hay
sama yun badalta hay
chupa chupa rehta hay meri yaadon main koi
din kay saray pehron main
shaam ki udaasi main
raat kay andheron main yaad aata hay koi

jhuki jhuki aankhon main
ruki ruki saanson main
kaisay jaanoon yaar piyar kay kaisay kaisay rang raag hain

lagta hay keh jaisay
koi aas hay koi pass hay
saya hay usi ka
ya keh mera hi ehsaas hay
dil kehta hay woh jo bhi hay
meri ankhon main ab aa basay
ab dil say milay us dil ki lay
aur sur say us ka sur milay

chahta hoon poochon
keh tu kon hay kia naam hay
khwabon main jo aati hay
mujh say tera kia kaam hay
teri aankon main jo raaz hain
meray dil nay us ko paa liya
tery honton pay nahin kyon aaya
woh geet jo main nay ga liya

November 13, 2006

Someday,
when I'm awfully low,
when the world is cold,
I would feel a glow just thinking of you...
and the way you look tonight...

Yes, you're lovely,
with your smile so warm,
And your cheeks so soft,
there is nothing for me,
but to love you!
And the way you look tonight...

With each word,
your tenderness grows,
tearing my fear apart.
And that laugh,
that wrinkles your nose,
touches my foolish heart.

Lovely...
never, ever change!
Keep that breathless charm...
Won't you please arrange it?
'cause I love you!

just the way you look tonight...

November 08, 2006

I am a man of constant sorrow.
I've seen trouble all my day.
I bid farewell to old Kentucky.
The place where I was born and raised.

For six long years I've been in trouble.
No pleasures here on earth I found.
For in this world I'm bound to ramble.
I have no friends to help me now.

It's fare thee well my old lover.
I never expect to see you again.
For I'm bound to ride that northern railroad.
Perhaps I'll die upon this train.

You can bury me in some deep valley.
For many years where I may lay.
Then you may learn to love another.
While I am sleeping in my grave.

Maybe your friends think I'm just a stranger.
My face you'll never see no more.
But there is one promise that is given.
I'll meet you on God's golden shore.

November 02, 2006

qareeb aao keh duri sahi jaaye nahin ab aur
piyas yun dil main jaga kar duur jao nahin ab aur

yeh jaantay hi nahin hum
keh hum say roothay ho kyon
badal na jaye kahin mosam
rahain badlo na yun
yunhi chahoon ga hamesha tumhain
tumhari qasam

meray honton pay tera naam hay
sada kay liye
meri ankhon main intezar hay
tumhaaray liye
basa liya hay tumhain dil main
dharkano ki tarah

November 01, 2006

She smiles up at you from within your embrace,
sometimes she's wild, and you know her grace,
you see the bright light shining up from her face,
Bask in the warmth of a woman.

You know she is shy, she looks at the ground,
you feel her heart shake, in your arms that surround,
you know that to you with love she is bound.
Win the warmth of a woman.

She always has a teasing glint in her eyes,
always she will have for you a surprise,
she'll never do things in the same way twice.
Wonder at the warmth of a woman.

She has the round flesh of your mother's charms,
with her you feel safe as in your mother's arms,
she'll always be here, never do you harm.
Safe in the warmth of a woman.

Her beauty is radiant, it lightens the place,
you dream of her body, her laugh, her embrace,
but you come no closer, just look at her face.
Dream of the warmth of a woman.

She writhes and she moans and for pity she cries,
but you hold the reigns, it's you who decides,
when you think it right, you let go, and she flies.
Reign the warmth of a woman.
chand say chehroon pay
phool say sehroon pay
zakhm zakhm tahreerain
dhool dhool tasweerain

rang rang jismaon pay
sandali katooron main
yaad yaad mehroomi
ashk ashk afsaanay

zindagi kay mailay main
is bharay chamailay main
koi sochta hoga
woh milay akailay main

shor shor galion ki
geeli geeli tarzon main
jaisay jam gayi kayi aur
jhankti hay tanhaayi

aur samnay meray
ek hajoom bemaani
khwab khwab behta hay
ek sairab behta hay

October 27, 2006

Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.

I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh, let's go back to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Comin' up tails,
Head's only science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing,
At numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart.

Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me,
Oh, when I rush to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' tails,
Comin' back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.
koi faryaad teray dil main dabi ho jaisay
tu nay aankhon say koi baat kahi ho jaisay

jagtay jagtay ik umer kati ho jaisay
jaan baqi hay magar sans ruki ho jaisay

her mulaqaat peh mehsoos yehi hota hay
mujh say kuch teri nazar pooch rahi ho jaisay

raah chaltay howay akser yeh gumaan hota hay
woh nazar chup kay mujhay dekh rahi ho jaisay

aik lamhay main simut aaya sadion ka safar
zindagi tez buhut tez chali ho jaisay

is tarah pehron tujhay sochta rehta hoon main
meri her saans teray naam likhi ho jaisay

September 22, 2006

Lay ker yaadain teri
Ratain meri katein
Mujh say batain teri
Kerti hay chandni
Tanha hay tujh bin ratain meri
Din meray din kay jaisay nahin
Tanha badan, tanaha hay rooh
Num meri ankhain rahain
Aaja meray ab roobaroo
Jeena nahin bin teray

Kub say ankhain meri
Raah main teray bichein
Bhoolay say hi kabhi
Tu mil jaye kahein
Bhoolay na mujh say batain teri
Bheegi hain her pal ankhain meri
Kyon saans loon
Kyon main jiyon
Jeena bura sa lagay
Kyon ho gaya tu bewafa
Mujh ko bata day wajeh

September 12, 2006

tum duur thay
to kia howa
tum mil gaye
to kia howa
wiranian kum na howien
tanha tha main
tanha raha

ek aas thi
tum aao gay
to zindagi khil jaye gi
ek baar dekho gay idhar
to roshni mil jaye gi
jub aa gaye to kia howa
aankhain meeri
jalti rahein
aur dil mera
bujhta gaya

yeh to koi
milna nahin
keh faslay hon darmian
khamoshian donon taraf
tanhaiyan donon taraf
ho rasta to aik hi
per hamsafar hon ajnabi
kis kaam ka jeena howa

September 11, 2006

The word "love" means so much to me because of you... and your birthday brings so many reasons to be thankful for the love we share every day. I think of the quiet times when your gentle touch is there to comfort me... The fun times when your sense of humor makes our world sparkle with laughter... The growing times when we're there for each other with support in a demanding world. The meaning that you've given to the word "love" has touched my life so deeply that there really are no words to express the love I feel for you.

On your birthday and everyday, I hope you will know just how much I love you... with all my heart.

August 30, 2006

Wow... these guys really know me well.

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

August 21, 2006

I AM THINKING ABOUT:
you! always!

I SAID:
life is a bitch so treat it like one

I WANT TO:
live a happy life and enjoy it to the fullest under all circumstances

I WISH:
i could read more books

I WONDER:
is it real or am i dreaming

I REGRET:
the times when i panicked and lost my cool

I HEAR:
lots of music

I AM:
a guy with apparently simple but very complex personality deep inside

I DANCE:
only for fun, though would like to learn it properly

I SING:
the songs i like

I CRY:
rarely

I AM NOT:
going to give up very easily

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS:
complex machinery... work of art... what kind of question is that... stupid

I WRITE:
(on my blog) stuff that interest me and my experiences that i think others can benefit from

I CONFUSE:
nothing, i usually know what i am doing

I NEED:
more travel opportunities

August 11, 2006

On the day I was born, the nurses all gathered 'round. And they gazed in wide wonder, at the joy they had found. The head nurse spoke up, said leave this one alone. She could tell right away, that I was bad to the bone.

I broke a thousand hearts, before I met you. I'll break a thousand more baby, before I am through. I wanna be yours pretty baby, yours and yours alone. I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone.

I make a rich woman beg, I'll make a good woman steal. I'll make an old woman blush, and I make a young girl squeal. I wanna be yours pretty baby, yours and yours alone. I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone.

When I walk the streets, kings and queens step aside. Every woman I meet, they all stay satisfied. I wanna tell you pretty baby, what I see I make my own. I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone.

July 24, 2006

If you were
in my heart
I'd surely
not break you.
If you were
beside me
and my love
would take you.
I'll keep you
in safety
forever
protect you.
I'll hide you
away from
the world you
rejected.
I'll hide you.

July 22, 2006

Now that you're out of my life, I'm so much better.
You thought that I'd be weak without you, but I'm stronger.
You thought that I'd be broke without you, but I'm richer.
You thought that I'd be sad without you, I laugh harder.
You thought I wouldn't grow without you, now I'm wiser.
Though that I'd be helpless without you, but I'm smarter.
You thought that I'd be stressed without you, but I'm chillin'.
You thought I wouldn't sell without you, sold 9 million.

Thought I couldn't breathe without you, I'm inhaling.
You thought I couldn't see without you, perfect vision!
You thought I couldn't last without you, but I'm lastin'.
You thought that I would die without you, but I'm livin'.
Thought that I would fail without you, but I'm on top.
Thought it would be over by now, but it won't stop.
Thought that I would self destruct, but I'm still here.
Even in my years to come, I'm still gonna be here.

After all of the darkness and sadness, soon comes happiness.
If I surround myself with positive things, I'll gain prosperity.

July 13, 2006

Whoa... thats way off track what i have majored in... but all of these fields do attract me alot

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.
You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.

You should major in:

Marketing
Psychology
Desgin
Cognitive Science
Economics
Photography
i dont know how true that is, but sometimes i get this urge of behaving like a bastard.

You Are 96% Gentleman

No doubt about it, you are a total gentleman.
You please the pickiest ladies, and you make everyone in a room feel comfortable.

July 11, 2006

Paint my face in your magazines
Make it look whiter than it seems
Paint me over with your dreams
Shove away my ethnicity
Burn every notion that I may have a flame inside to fight
And say just what is on my mind
Without offending your might

Cuz this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless what are you gonna do
So say what you want

I saw her face outside today
Weatherworn, looking all the rage
They took her passion and her gaze and made a poster
Now it's moccasins we sport
We take the culture and contort
Perhaps only to distort what we are hiding

July 08, 2006

Then the rainstorm came over me. And I felt my spirit break. I had lost all of my belief, you see. And realized my mistake. But time threw a prayer to me. And all around me became still

I need love. Love's divine. Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind. Give me love. Love is what I need to help me know my name.

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary. And I felt my spirit fly. I had found all of my reality. I realize what it takes.

June 30, 2006

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside. I'm not one of those who can easily hide. I don't have much money but boy if I did, I'd buy a big house where we both could live.

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no! Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show. I know it's not much, but it's the best I can do. My gift is my song, and this one's for you.

And you can tell everybody, this is your song. It may be quite simple, but now that it's done. I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind, that I put down in words. How wonderful life is while you're in the world.

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss. Well, a few of the verses, well, they've got me quite cross. But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song. It's for people like you that keep it turned on.

So excuse me forgetting, but these things I do. You see, I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue. Anyway, the thing is, what I really mean, yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen!

June 27, 2006

Tum chupa na sako gi main woh raaz hoon
Tum bhula na sako gi woh andaaz hoon
Goonjta hoon dil main to hairan ho kyon
Main tumharay hi dil ki to awaaz hoon
Sun sako to suno, dharkanon ki zubaan

Main hi main ab tumharay khayaalon main hoon
Main jawabon main hoon main sawaalon main hoon
Main tumharay her ek khwab main hoon basa
Main tumhari nazar kay ujaalon main hoon
Dekhti ho mujhay dekhti ho jahaan

June 26, 2006

Boobs... who's not attracted to boobs... yeah baby!!

You scored as Boobs. You are attracted to: boobs. You're a boob guy/gurl!

Boobs

83%

Abs/Stomach

75%

Face

67%

Butt

17%

Penis

0%

What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)
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June 19, 2006

muhabbat to hum nain bhi ki thi
josh main nahin
hosh main ki thi
hamain ma'aloom tha
woh kabhi
hamara nahin ho sakta
jeenay ka
sahara nahin ho sakta
us ka meray saath
guzara nahin ho sakta
jeewan ki andheri raat main
sawera nahin ho sakta
yeh jaan ker bhi
sub kuch pechaan ker bhi
us ajnabi say
muhabbat hum nain ki thi

hamain pata tha
is muhabbat ka anjaam
gham kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
zindagi ki weeran rahon main
kaanton kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
meray khwaabon main
us chand say chehray kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
har pal khayalon main
un jheel si aankhon kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
aur meri aankhon main
aansoon kay siwa
kuch nahin hoga
phir bhi janay kyon
us jalti howi aag say
muhabbat hum nain ki thi
jaan boojh ker
soch samajh ker ki thi

June 08, 2006

I wish I had a magic wand
that I could just wave in your direction
and make everything "all better."
I wish I had a sprinkle of stardust
that would erase every problem
that's come your way.

If only I could get my hands on a magic lamp
and rub it until a genie appeared,
I would ask for an end to all your cares
and the beginning of great happiness for you.

I don't really have any magic,
but if deep feelings and warm thoughts can help,
there's definitely some wonder-working stuff headed your way.

May 30, 2006

my foundation was rocked
my tried and true way to deal was to vanish
my departures were old
I stood in the room shaking in my boots
at that particular time love had challenged me to stay
at that particular moment I knew not to run away again
that particular month I was ready to investigate with you

we thought a break would be good
for four months we sat and vacillated
we thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts that were abounding
at that particular time love encouraged me to wait
at that particular moment it helped me to be patient
that particular month we needed time to marinate in what "us" meant

I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
and yet I wanted to save us high water or hell
and I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt
and in the meantime I lost myself
in the meantime I lost myself
I'm sorry I lost myself
I am...

you knew you needed more time
time spent alone with no distraction
you felt you needed to fly solo and high to define what you wanted
at that particular time love encouraged me to leave
at that particular moment I knew staying with you meant deserting me
that particular month was harder than you'd believe but I still left

April 30, 2006

I think I've already lost you. I think you're already gone. I think I'm finally scared now. You think I'm weak, I think you're wrong. I think you're already leaving. Feels like your hand is on the door. I thought this place was an empire. Now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure.

I think you're so mean. I think we should try. I think I could need this in my life. And I think I'm scared. I think too much. I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing.

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home. There's an awful lot of breathing room, but I can hardly move. If you're gone, baby you need to come home. There's a little bit of something me, and everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over. I bet the moon just won't shine. I bet my hands I can stay here. And I bet you need more than you mind.

And I think you're so mean. I think we should try. I think I could need this in my life. I think I'm just scared that I know too much. I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling.

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home. There's an awful lot of breathing room, but I can hardly move. If you're gone, baby you need to come home. There's a little bit of something me in everything in you.

April 21, 2006

Tu bin bataye
Mujhay lay chal kahin
Jahan tu muskuraye
Meri manzil wahin
Meethi lagi
Chakh kay dekhi abhi
Mishri ki dali
Zindagi ho chali
Jahan hain teri bahain
Mera sahil wahin
Tu bin bataye
Mujhay lay chal kahin

Mun ki gali
Tu phuaron si aa
Bheeg jaye meray
Khwabon ka kafila
Jisay tu gungunaye
Meri dhun hay wohi
Tu bin bataye
Mujhay lay chal kahin
Jahan tu muskuraye
Meri manzil wahin

April 15, 2006

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

February 28, 2006

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you’ve never met anyone
who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman you've ever known.
I am the dullest woman you've ever known.
I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

February 16, 2006

I gave the most lovely valentine's day card to my sweetheart. It said,

I've told you so many times that I love you, and I do, but I wish I had another way to express it, a way no one else in the world uses. If only I could create a star just for you, brighter and more beautiful than others, it might give you an idea of how you light up my existence. Or, if I could give you your own personal rainbow with each color representing a facet of you that enchants me, it might come close to showing you how much color you bring in my life. If only it were possible, to take all the feelings I have for you and mould them into a sunbeam which would keep u warm forever. Then you will know without the slightest doubt, what a difference you make in this world, what a difference you make to me. Happy valentine's day!

Inside, I wrote the following message.

Sweetheart, truth is that words can never truly express my love for you. It can only be felt when I talk to you, when I look at you, when I touch you, and when I just say I love you.