July 14, 2009

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
you're not here with me
You never said goodbye
someone tell me why
Did you have to go
and leave my world so cold?

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
for I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
and hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
then forever can begin

February 28, 2009

now that shes back in the atmosphere with drops of Jupiter in her hair, she acts like summer and walks like rain, reminds me that there a time to change. Since the return from her stay on the moon she listens like spring and talks like June.

So tell me, did u sail across the sun? Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded, and haven is overrated? Tell me, did u fall for a shooting star, one without a permanent scar? And there you missed me while you were looking for yourself out there?

now that she is back from that soul vacation tracing her way through the constellation, she checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo reminds me that there is a room to grow. Now that she is back in the atmosphere I'm afraid that she might think of me as "plain ol' jane told a story about man who was too afraid to fly so he never did land"

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet? Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day, and head back to the milky way? Tell me, did Venus blow your mind? Was it everything you wanted to find? And girl did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep friend chicken, your best friend always sticking out for you, even when I know you are wrong? Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance, five-hour phone conversation, the best soy latte that you ever had, and me?

May 18, 2008

dard main bheegay lab muskara jaatay hain
beetay lamhay humain jub bhi yaad aatay hain

chand lamhaat kay wastay hi sahi
muskara ker mili thi mujhay zindagi
teri aaghosh main din they meray katay
teri baanhon thi meri ratain kati

aaj bhi jub woh pal mujh ko yaad aatay hain
dil say saaray ghamon ko bhula jaatay hain

meray kandahay pay sir ko jhukana tera
meeray seenay main khud ko chupana tera
aakay meri panahon main shaam o sahar
kaanch ki tarah woh toot jana tera

aaj bhi jub woh manzar nazar aatay hain
dil ki weeranion ko mita jatay hain

January 29, 2008

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

June 19, 2007

If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protege and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
I've more than honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh I don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

May 17, 2007

There are children standing here.
Arms outstretched into the sky.
Tears drying on their face.
He has been here.

Brothers lie in shallow graves.
Fathers lost without a trace.
A nation blind to their disgrace,
Since he's been here.

And I see
no bravery,
No bravery,
in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

Houses burnt beyond repair.
The smell of death is in the air.
A woman weeping in despair says,
He has been here.

Tracer lighting up the sky.
It's another families' turn to die.
A child afraid to even cry out says,
He has been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

There are children standing here,
Arms outstretched into the sky,
But no one asks the question why,
He has been here.

Old men kneel and accept their fate.
Wives and daughters cut and raped.
A generation drenched in hate.
Yes, he has been here.

March 15, 2007

We were out on a date
in my daddy's car
we hadn't driven very far.
there in the road
straight ahead,
a car was stalled,
the engine was dead.

I couldnt stop,
so I swerved to the right.
I'll never forget
the sound that night.
the screamin' tires,
the bustin' glass,
the painful scream
that I heard last.

When I woke up
the rain was pourin' down.
There were people
standin' all around.
Something warm flowing
through my eyes,
but somehow I found
my baby that night.
I lifted her head,
she looked at me
and said,
hold me darling,
just a little while.
I held her close,
I kissed her our last kiss.
I found the love
that I knew I had missed.

Well now she's gone.
even though I hold her tight.
I lost my love,
my life,
that night.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
the lord took her away from me.
She's gone to heaven,
so I've got to be good.
so I can see my baby
when I leave this world.

December 05, 2006

I just remembered that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
and rode down
aisle 5
you looked behind you smile back at me
crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked us
if we could leave...

can't remember...
what went wrong last September
though i'm sure you'd remind me
if you had to

Our love was
comfortable and
so broken in

I sleep with this new girl i'm still getting used to
my friends all approve
say 'shes gonna be good for you'
they throw me
high fives

She says the bible is all that she reads
and prefers that I not use profanity
your mouth was
so dirty

Life of the party
and she swears that she's artsy
but you could distinguish
Miles from Coltrane

Our love was
comfortable and
so broken in

she's perfect
so flawless
or so they say

She thinks I can't see the smile that shes faking
and poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
grey sweat pants
no makeup
so perfect

Our love was
comfortable and
so broken in

she's perfect
so flawless
I'm not impressed

I want you back
saye main us kay barson ka jaga
main so jaon
us ki sajti sanwarti dhanak main
main ghar banaon
apnay ghar main kayi chaand taray utaaron sajaon
khushbuon say bharay raston main kho jaon

rung us kay baarish main dhul kay hain khiltay
aur nikhartay
roop us kay zameenon kay chehron say miltay
aur damaktay
us kay andaaz jaisay hain mosam
aatay jaatay
us kay sub rung hanstay hanstay
jagmagaatay

December 01, 2006

kehtay hain keh shadi ki bunyaad sirif bay-inteha muhubbat honi chahiye, aur kuch nahin... kyonkeh agar bunyad ghalat ho to rishtay toot jatay hain...

November 23, 2006

The best part of my day is when I talk to her. Just hearing her sweet voice brightens up my day.

When she's upset, my world turns upside down. I loose the ability to think straight. It drives me crazy when she is behaving all cranky. I try really hard not to say anything bad, not to do anything to hurt her. I know I am not very good at it.

When I am close to her, that's heaven for me. I don't want anything else in the world when I am with her. That's when I wish I could stop the time. I know I tend to get out of control. I know I am not supposed to cross my boundaries. But the temptations are too strong. I just want to break all rules, go beyond all the limits, as if nothing is forbidden, there is no taboo. I just want to love her, and give her all that I have. And make her feel like a woman, though she might not be ready for that just as yet.

She, the meaning of my life, the source of my inspirations, when she says she loves me, my heart skips a beat. And then my heart starts beating really fast. I feel like the luckiest person in this whole wide world. I feel like climbing on top of a mountain and yelling, "Look, everyone, the most beautiful girl in this world loves me, she LOVES me, she loves ME!"

She is the best thing ever happened to me. Even if she makes me cry at times, I could spend a lifetime just resting on her lap, letting her caress my hair. And that's how I want my life to end, in her arms, without any worries, any care. And last thing I want to hear before dying is that she loves me.

Yes, I am crazy about her. I realized that long ago. And I have no regrets.

November 16, 2006

samay yunhi chalta hay
sama yun badalta hay
chupa chupa rehta hay meri yaadon main koi
din kay saray pehron main
shaam ki udaasi main
raat kay andheron main yaad aata hay koi

jhuki jhuki aankhon main
ruki ruki saanson main
kaisay jaanoon yaar piyar kay kaisay kaisay rang raag hain

lagta hay keh jaisay
koi aas hay koi pass hay
saya hay usi ka
ya keh mera hi ehsaas hay
dil kehta hay woh jo bhi hay
meri ankhon main ab aa basay
ab dil say milay us dil ki lay
aur sur say us ka sur milay

chahta hoon poochon
keh tu kon hay kia naam hay
khwabon main jo aati hay
mujh say tera kia kaam hay
teri aankon main jo raaz hain
meray dil nay us ko paa liya
tery honton pay nahin kyon aaya
woh geet jo main nay ga liya

November 13, 2006

Someday,
when I'm awfully low,
when the world is cold,
I would feel a glow just thinking of you...
and the way you look tonight...

Yes, you're lovely,
with your smile so warm,
And your cheeks so soft,
there is nothing for me,
but to love you!
And the way you look tonight...

With each word,
your tenderness grows,
tearing my fear apart.
And that laugh,
that wrinkles your nose,
touches my foolish heart.

Lovely...
never, ever change!
Keep that breathless charm...
Won't you please arrange it?
'cause I love you!

just the way you look tonight...

November 08, 2006

I am a man of constant sorrow.
I've seen trouble all my day.
I bid farewell to old Kentucky.
The place where I was born and raised.

For six long years I've been in trouble.
No pleasures here on earth I found.
For in this world I'm bound to ramble.
I have no friends to help me now.

It's fare thee well my old lover.
I never expect to see you again.
For I'm bound to ride that northern railroad.
Perhaps I'll die upon this train.

You can bury me in some deep valley.
For many years where I may lay.
Then you may learn to love another.
While I am sleeping in my grave.

Maybe your friends think I'm just a stranger.
My face you'll never see no more.
But there is one promise that is given.
I'll meet you on God's golden shore.

November 02, 2006

qareeb aao keh duri sahi jaaye nahin ab aur
piyas yun dil main jaga kar duur jao nahin ab aur

yeh jaantay hi nahin hum
keh hum say roothay ho kyon
badal na jaye kahin mosam
rahain badlo na yun
yunhi chahoon ga hamesha tumhain
tumhari qasam

meray honton pay tera naam hay
sada kay liye
meri ankhon main intezar hay
tumhaaray liye
basa liya hay tumhain dil main
dharkano ki tarah

November 01, 2006

She smiles up at you from within your embrace,
sometimes she's wild, and you know her grace,
you see the bright light shining up from her face,
Bask in the warmth of a woman.

You know she is shy, she looks at the ground,
you feel her heart shake, in your arms that surround,
you know that to you with love she is bound.
Win the warmth of a woman.

She always has a teasing glint in her eyes,
always she will have for you a surprise,
she'll never do things in the same way twice.
Wonder at the warmth of a woman.

She has the round flesh of your mother's charms,
with her you feel safe as in your mother's arms,
she'll always be here, never do you harm.
Safe in the warmth of a woman.

Her beauty is radiant, it lightens the place,
you dream of her body, her laugh, her embrace,
but you come no closer, just look at her face.
Dream of the warmth of a woman.

She writhes and she moans and for pity she cries,
but you hold the reigns, it's you who decides,
when you think it right, you let go, and she flies.
Reign the warmth of a woman.
chand say chehroon pay
phool say sehroon pay
zakhm zakhm tahreerain
dhool dhool tasweerain

rang rang jismaon pay
sandali katooron main
yaad yaad mehroomi
ashk ashk afsaanay

zindagi kay mailay main
is bharay chamailay main
koi sochta hoga
woh milay akailay main

shor shor galion ki
geeli geeli tarzon main
jaisay jam gayi kayi aur
jhankti hay tanhaayi

aur samnay meray
ek hajoom bemaani
khwab khwab behta hay
ek sairab behta hay

October 27, 2006

Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.

I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh, let's go back to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Comin' up tails,
Head's only science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing,
At numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart.

Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me,
Oh, when I rush to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' tails,
Comin' back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.
koi faryaad teray dil main dabi ho jaisay
tu nay aankhon say koi baat kahi ho jaisay

jagtay jagtay ik umer kati ho jaisay
jaan baqi hay magar sans ruki ho jaisay

her mulaqaat peh mehsoos yehi hota hay
mujh say kuch teri nazar pooch rahi ho jaisay

raah chaltay howay akser yeh gumaan hota hay
woh nazar chup kay mujhay dekh rahi ho jaisay

aik lamhay main simut aaya sadion ka safar
zindagi tez buhut tez chali ho jaisay

is tarah pehron tujhay sochta rehta hoon main
meri her saans teray naam likhi ho jaisay

September 22, 2006

Lay ker yaadain teri
Ratain meri katein
Mujh say batain teri
Kerti hay chandni
Tanha hay tujh bin ratain meri
Din meray din kay jaisay nahin
Tanha badan, tanaha hay rooh
Num meri ankhain rahain
Aaja meray ab roobaroo
Jeena nahin bin teray

Kub say ankhain meri
Raah main teray bichein
Bhoolay say hi kabhi
Tu mil jaye kahein
Bhoolay na mujh say batain teri
Bheegi hain her pal ankhain meri
Kyon saans loon
Kyon main jiyon
Jeena bura sa lagay
Kyon ho gaya tu bewafa
Mujh ko bata day wajeh

September 12, 2006

tum duur thay
to kia howa
tum mil gaye
to kia howa
wiranian kum na howien
tanha tha main
tanha raha

ek aas thi
tum aao gay
to zindagi khil jaye gi
ek baar dekho gay idhar
to roshni mil jaye gi
jub aa gaye to kia howa
aankhain meeri
jalti rahein
aur dil mera
bujhta gaya

yeh to koi
milna nahin
keh faslay hon darmian
khamoshian donon taraf
tanhaiyan donon taraf
ho rasta to aik hi
per hamsafar hon ajnabi
kis kaam ka jeena howa

September 11, 2006

The word "love" means so much to me because of you... and your birthday brings so many reasons to be thankful for the love we share every day. I think of the quiet times when your gentle touch is there to comfort me... The fun times when your sense of humor makes our world sparkle with laughter... The growing times when we're there for each other with support in a demanding world. The meaning that you've given to the word "love" has touched my life so deeply that there really are no words to express the love I feel for you.

On your birthday and everyday, I hope you will know just how much I love you... with all my heart.

August 30, 2006

Wow... these guys really know me well.

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

August 21, 2006

I AM THINKING ABOUT:
you! always!

I SAID:
life is a bitch so treat it like one

I WANT TO:
live a happy life and enjoy it to the fullest under all circumstances

I WISH:
i could read more books

I WONDER:
is it real or am i dreaming

I REGRET:
the times when i panicked and lost my cool

I HEAR:
lots of music

I AM:
a guy with apparently simple but very complex personality deep inside

I DANCE:
only for fun, though would like to learn it properly

I SING:
the songs i like

I CRY:
rarely

I AM NOT:
going to give up very easily

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS:
complex machinery... work of art... what kind of question is that... stupid

I WRITE:
(on my blog) stuff that interest me and my experiences that i think others can benefit from

I CONFUSE:
nothing, i usually know what i am doing

I NEED:
more travel opportunities

August 11, 2006

On the day I was born, the nurses all gathered 'round. And they gazed in wide wonder, at the joy they had found. The head nurse spoke up, said leave this one alone. She could tell right away, that I was bad to the bone.

I broke a thousand hearts, before I met you. I'll break a thousand more baby, before I am through. I wanna be yours pretty baby, yours and yours alone. I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone.

I make a rich woman beg, I'll make a good woman steal. I'll make an old woman blush, and I make a young girl squeal. I wanna be yours pretty baby, yours and yours alone. I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone.

When I walk the streets, kings and queens step aside. Every woman I meet, they all stay satisfied. I wanna tell you pretty baby, what I see I make my own. I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone.

July 24, 2006

If you were
in my heart
I'd surely
not break you.
If you were
beside me
and my love
would take you.
I'll keep you
in safety
forever
protect you.
I'll hide you
away from
the world you
rejected.
I'll hide you.

July 22, 2006

Now that you're out of my life, I'm so much better.
You thought that I'd be weak without you, but I'm stronger.
You thought that I'd be broke without you, but I'm richer.
You thought that I'd be sad without you, I laugh harder.
You thought I wouldn't grow without you, now I'm wiser.
Though that I'd be helpless without you, but I'm smarter.
You thought that I'd be stressed without you, but I'm chillin'.
You thought I wouldn't sell without you, sold 9 million.

Thought I couldn't breathe without you, I'm inhaling.
You thought I couldn't see without you, perfect vision!
You thought I couldn't last without you, but I'm lastin'.
You thought that I would die without you, but I'm livin'.
Thought that I would fail without you, but I'm on top.
Thought it would be over by now, but it won't stop.
Thought that I would self destruct, but I'm still here.
Even in my years to come, I'm still gonna be here.

After all of the darkness and sadness, soon comes happiness.
If I surround myself with positive things, I'll gain prosperity.

July 13, 2006

Whoa... thats way off track what i have majored in... but all of these fields do attract me alot

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.
You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.

You should major in:

Marketing
Psychology
Desgin
Cognitive Science
Economics
Photography
i dont know how true that is, but sometimes i get this urge of behaving like a bastard.

You Are 96% Gentleman

No doubt about it, you are a total gentleman.
You please the pickiest ladies, and you make everyone in a room feel comfortable.

July 11, 2006

Paint my face in your magazines
Make it look whiter than it seems
Paint me over with your dreams
Shove away my ethnicity
Burn every notion that I may have a flame inside to fight
And say just what is on my mind
Without offending your might

Cuz this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless what are you gonna do
So say what you want

I saw her face outside today
Weatherworn, looking all the rage
They took her passion and her gaze and made a poster
Now it's moccasins we sport
We take the culture and contort
Perhaps only to distort what we are hiding